Unmasked-Silhouettes

THE FINAL SHOWDOWN

2010-07-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

SO NOW IT'S DOWN TO THESE TWO.

WHO WILL WIN?

I CAN'T WAIT TO FIND OUT!!!

it's going to be epic.
i'm considering skipping school on monday!
haha

DRAMA-RAMA

2010-07-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

today was SUPER DRAMATIC.
i swear.
ok besides the fact that i didn't sleep cause of worldcup this morning.

ANYWAY.
we woke up late of course.stupid!
then me and sam went to...somewhere haha
to get something and we got some news
which meant that we had to visit another place.

haha confusing ain't it?

then nvm,
anyway i reached school at like 9.30?
haha and my mum picked me up at 10.15 to go for my dentist appointment,
it was consultation cause of my wisdom teeth,
so practically i spent 15min in school.
COOL.

then at the national dental centre,everything went smoothly.
OMG I GOT AN X-RAY OF MY TEETH.
how cool is that=)
haha then my supposed appointment date for the surgery to remove my wisdom teeth is 17 AUG.
CRAZY RIGHT OMG.
hope someone cancels so i can remove it earlier.

the surgery fee is $1000.
i'm not kidding.
cause i'm going to be put to sleep.
i hate the injection for the drip,
but it's better than them injecting my mouth many times.
luckily can pay by my mum's medisave.

so yea.after that we had lunch and we were driving somewhere along outram when...
MY CAR BROKE DOWN.
LIKE OMG WHY NOW?!
so my mum was furious,
and the tow truck would be coming in an hour,
we were stuck in the 3rd lane of a road,not a small lane ok.
it was a busy road,so many people so KPO.
keep looing into our car.
half an hour later,police came.
but they just happened to pass by.

my pinafore was unzipped when my mum said "oh policeeman is coming"
so i was like "oh...should i zip up my pinafore?"
her reply?"OF COURSEE!!"

hahah funny.they were kind enough to push our car all the way to the side.
EPIC SIA.
they stopped the whole traffic so that 2 policemen could push our car,
SO COOOL!
so sad never take photo T^T

it was about 2pm when the tow truck came,
i felt like dying cause i was exhausted,
and i had my prelim EL oral in 15min!
so of course i was late and got scolded,
but it turned out ok after all=)

ok thats all for my super dramatic day!

GERMANY SUCKED BALLS

2010-07-08T05:08:00.000+08:00

GERMANY SUCKED BALLS TODAY,
so wasted for me to stay up all the way,
they played so well until now.sigh,so they're out.
sad.
but they did great to get to semi finals.
BETTER THAN ITALY.
haha.
besides they were the youngest!
we're proud of them.

URAGUAY LOST NOOOOO

2010-07-07T05:12:00.007+08:00

BYE=(

OMG NOOOOO URAGUAY LOST!
i was so sad T^T

i wanted them to go through ok
the goal during extra time was epic.
netherlands were scrambling EVERYWHERE.
haha but both teams were good and deserve praise.
it was a VER entertaining match till the end.
literally=)
not to mention there was a lot of eye candy haha

back to school

2010-07-02T17:02:00.001+08:00

It's been a tiring two weeks of school and i feel like dying,
life's like a non-stop race now,
a race to the end which is O levels.
and i'm starting to freak out,
i'm not prepared at all and i dunno where my drive and motivation has gone,
i need to find it and i need to find it fast!

ANYWAY,
i did my chinese O level oral exam on thursday,
i was scared to death and i wanted to die.
luckily i had a fren to talk to,
i just dreamed for like 1 hour before my turn haha.
it helped to calm me down.
but i still think i screwed up,
the passage was like.....
yea haha no comment,something bout EARTH DAY.
the convo was about the rule on not eating in MRTs,
i guess it was an easy topic but i screwed
my chinese was all over and i got too nervous.

sigh oh well whats done is done.i can only buck up for my other exams!

HAPPY B'DAY JOASH

2010-06-21T16:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JOASH,big brother of some sort=)
sorry cannot get nicer pic,u lost a lot of weught after this already anyway
but still u dun let me take ur pic T^T

haha kidding,love you to death.
anyway you're all of 19 and ur the best big brother anyone could ask for,
sure we alll argue,
you get short tempered.(dun kill me!)
but ur so funny and witty.
you've changed so much over the years,trust me i know.
ever since you've entered poly,
you're more sociable,friendly AND YOU DRESS MUCH BETTER.
haha i wonder why...
anyway we only argued and fought when we were young
but as we grow older,it's so much fun for all of us to hang out.

LOVE YOU MUCH=)

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY

2010-06-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY DAD AND MUM.

i can't even begin to say how much i love you.
you are always there to support and encourage me,
and you always want the best for me,
you are the most amazing parents anyone could wish for,
and no mum you are not a bad mother.
you give us some freedom and aren't overbearing,
although you can be over reacting at times.
i love you with all my heart and it's amazing that you've been together for so long,
you guys rarely fight,maube cause ur kids are alwauys fighting haha.
and u give us your unconditional love and encouragement.
to me you will always be the best father and mother,
i love you guys=)

last day of IR outing

2010-06-14T16:38:00.000+08:00

the june extended studies are over and man am i beat.
anyway we only have two weeks of holidays.
which i am sure will be wasted haha,
we went out on the last day of school last friday.

we went to E-HUB in pasir ris cause amira is working there.
OMG RIGHT.
she's so capable i swear,
she's smart and works.
what i wouldn't give for that haha
so anywat we played some pool,
went to the arcade, ate at magic wok.
wanted to bowl but it was too crowded.

yea nothing much,
just a simple outing with my best frens.=)

matthew's birthday

2010-05-29T15:59:00.006+08:00

hahah happy 11th birthday matthew goh yi cheng=)

11 years old still act like a 5 year old seh.
stupid boy hahah.
i love you little bro=)

yesterday we went for dinner at this italian restaurant.
atmosphere was very cosy
and food was fabulous=)

this week was tiring.
almost died from inhaling that gas caused by the oil spill at ECP.
HAHA
anyway OMG monday is chinese O levels!
how how how?!
haha i should probably open my book to read soon....

maybe...

anyway i hope i do alright.not sure if i will retake.
we'll see=)

INSTALLATION

2010-05-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

INSTALLATION WAS A BLAST.
excluding the part where me and sam screwed our dance.oh what the heck.

it was a load of fun.
sadly i couldn't enjoy it.
from the time when school ended till our actual performance.
me and sam were running everywhere trying to practice in secret.

of course,it wasn't a secret because some people saw us dancing and rumours spread-_-

so yea.when it was our turn i was about to die.literally.
my mind went BLANK and i forgot my moves.
FCUK.
but somehow i managed to remember most of them but they weren't done properly.
our timing was quite wrong and sync was quite bad haha.
but we had fun.

the mass dance was freaking awesome and everyone let loose on the studio floor.
after it ended we were all sweaty and exhausted and out of breathe.

although this installation was actually very screwed up,
there were only like 10 guests,
it was because of poor time management.
but the juniors tried their best.
so i commend them.

all in all.it was a great way of finalizing our leaving of interact club.

the whole thing ended at 6 plus but me,sam and afifa went to videoworld
slacked till like 8?
then we accompanied afifa on the bus ALL THE WAY TO TAMPINES
before taking the mrt back to kembangan haha
it's awesome talking to her.
she's a cool fren=)

so i joined interact club when i was sec2.
i must say i didn'y like it at all till i was sec 3 when i started talking more with the juniors
and they are SUPER COOL!haha
anyway i liked sec4 the most because we are like SENIORS
so it's like WOW.
everyone will listen to you kinda thing haha
but still.
i loved my time spent there and the frens i've made.

results and preparing for installation

2010-05-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

this weeek sucked cause my results sucked.i failed chem,a math and bio.L1R5 is 30.screwed.
anyway i'm gonna work hard and get L1R5 of 20 or less for prelims!or i will try=)

nothing much in school,all of us aren't into study mode yet.
went to bugis on tuesday with the clique.quite fun=D

thur skipped IR for interact installation which is on friday OMGGG.
scared lah.

on wed,sam decided that she wanted to put on a surprise performance,
problem was?
WE DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING PREPARED.
haha
so we chose the song low that night.
and sam managed to choreograph a bit.

today we skipped IR for the dry run.
so we practiced the dance and all.
haha but and i just told sam to change the song cause i didn't really like it.
SOOO SCREWEDD.
SAM HAS TO COME UP WITH A DANCE IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS?!

pics from my b'day

2010-05-16T17:07:00.001+08:00

on friday i got back my a math,chem and chinese results.i screwed up.BAD.i had C5 for both EL and CHI,E8 for A MATH.(which is an improvement from F9) and i had F9 for chem.

that was the paper that totally ruined me,i just walked around aimlessly for like half an hour cause i didn't wanna be in the hall where everyone was scrambling for marks to pass,i tried looking,but i really made careless mistakes or either i didn't even write an answer so i couldn't ask for marks.sigh

but thanks to sam,bren,ja, and ernie for ciming all the way to the front to keep me company,luv you babes<3

ANYWAY ON A LIGHTER NOTE

these are some of the pics from my b'day celebration with the clique.bren u owe me an outing!hahaha anyway there's too many to upload=D

exam results

2010-05-13T18:31:00.002+08:00

I AM EXHAUSTED.

that's all i can explain about how i've felt the past few weeks.

studies are killing me,
the weather's like shit,
can't concentrate in class,
total rubbish.

on the up side,i still like school cause i get to be with frens=)

past few weeks haven't been much,gone out here and there,can't remember-_-"

today got back english.i got C5 like WTH.
curse u damn report and stupid summary!!!

tomorrow getting back chem,a math and chinese,
OH GOD.

post b'day/post exams outing!

2010-04-30T01:19:00.001+08:00

today was effing awesome.i miss bren=(sorry u couldn't come gal.another day promise♥ out with my luva gals,sam,ten,mira and ja,all over singapore.it was the TWINS POST B'DAY/EXAMS OVER celebration♥

1.)woke up at 8

2.)said to meet at 11 but ended up at 12 cause we all late hahha

3.)went orchard cine=arcade+burger king+JUSTIN BIEBER LOOK-A -LIKE...OMG

4.)watched SHUTTER ISLAND.cool shit=D

5.)wanted to go esplanade but we ended up atMARINA BAY MRT-_-

6.)walked for 20min+ in blazing heat

7.)went to the MERLION

8.)then walked to esplanade

9.)acting like freaking tourists all the way,photos and all haha

10.)ten and ja went home

11.)curfew extened to 10pm.yeeessss

12.)me,sam and mira went VIVO

13.)went arcade again

14.)watched FIREWORKS at IR from vivo,super pretty!

15.)K-BOX...WITH SAM N MIRA.UNFORGETTABLE=D

16.)HOME N EXHAUSTED.been out from 10am-10pm

today was epic,awesome,spastic and so much more.luv u gals.

hell load of freedom

2010-04-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

today was bugis with sam,ten,ja and esther.
super fun and spastic,
today was like a breathe of fresh air from all that exams,

HELL,
SUN NIGHT I SLEPT FOR 4 HOURS,
MON NIGHT I SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS,
TUE NIGHT I SLEPT FOR 1 HOUR,
LAST NIGHT..I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL.

life's been crazy shit,
glad it's all over,
but i am still going to continue studying,
cause i realised how behind i am in studies!

can't wait for tomorrow,
POST B'DAY CELEBRATION WITH THE LOVELY GALS,
where sould we go?snetosa?zoo?haha UNDECIDED!

mid years are over!

2010-04-29T20:16:00.003+08:00

guess what?
my midyear exams are freaking over!
no more sleepless nights,
forcing down chicken essence in the morning,
getting stressed out and major break outs,
FOR NOW.

so the past week was pure mugging like shit,
literally i sleep in the wee hours (or not at all)
wake up,sit for a test,do horribly,
get stressed out for the next,do terribly,
go home,study,tuition,mugging.

that's been my life for the past week,
heck yea it's over!

i think the papers were easier than term 1,
i thought the MYE were meant to kill us,
but it wasn't THAT bad!

well i can't say i did well.
i didn't manage to complete any math or science papers,
SCREW IT.
but i think that maybe,
i have the SLIGHTEST chance of passing my exams,
crossing my fingers=D

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN

2010-04-23T17:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME AND SAMMY=)

haha thx everyone for the wishes,presents and hugs.
and anisa for jumping on me till i almost flung my phone away!
haha today is our birthday if it wasn't already obvious lol.
it's cool to always say 'it's our birthday'
sorry i didn't give u anything special like a poem haha
but i give u blog post lah!

anyway we've been best frens(nah i said it)
for the past 16 years of our lives.
you're always there for me and u can count on me to be there for you.
u know bad i am at expressing myself to you lol
but that doesn't meani don't care.

so yea,i dun have much time to write something super long or super cheem,
live with this=)

haha dun be sad by how our b'day turned out k?
there's still post exams outing=D

brenda's post b'day wish

2010-04-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

haha sorry bren for this SUPER late b'day post. anyway
on 10th april was bren'ssweet sixteenth=)
although we celbrated it on the 8th but who cares.
haha nah,this post for u lah babe=)

although we only started hanging around like in sep last year,
we clicked just like that,
i used to think u were superah lian,
still think u are PARTIALLY.
but ur the bestest/prettiest/sweetest/awesomest one out there.
i love u as my best fren.
i've realised that time doesn't mean u will understand a fren more,
it's what's inside that helps us share a deep friendship.
ur quirky,sarcastic,egoistic,nuts,
but then again,
ur this sweet,lovable,adorable,caring,understanding,funny,generous,
ETC(TOO MANY ALREADY)
i still think i dun deserve such great frens like u and the other gals.
each time i wake up feeling how lucky i am to have u gals,
u can be super annoying=)
but in a few min,i won't remember what u did.
it's just like that,we
forgive but i doubt we forget,
because the time spent with u is so precious and i dun ever EVER want to lose u as my best fren,

no matter what the world brings to you,
we'll face it together,
i'm always here for u,
and dun worry about getting married please haha

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

I LOVE YOU BRENDA NG

SPORTS DAY

2010-04-08T23:54:00.008+08:00

these are some pics from the outing at suntec after our sports day today.=D
haha bren i will post a SUPER long post on ur ACTUAL b'day.

EHHHH HAHA WE WEREN'T STALKING THIS GUYS OK!
cause somebody thought he was cute and korean looking,
so somebody wanted to get a pic of him.
right bren?=)

TODAY WAS THE BEST SPORTS DAY EVER.

ok FINE the school was so dead at the end when 4e2 did the school cheer,
so what if this year's cheerleading,didn't really have good dancers?

it was awesome because our class did so well and got 1st freaking place!

the races were very diff this year,as in the way it turned out,
totally unexpected.

anyways this morning i was almost late,
i only didn't like the long periods of free time.
so boring-_-"

anyway i luv sam,ten,bren,mira and hiji for making my day!
it didn't start of very well but the outing to suntec was EPIC.
see lah u guys dun wanna take pics,dun blame me ok!

DC in the General office

2010-04-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

today was tiring,
noting much in school,
after school had detention with sam,julia and yu an,
we helped collate some surveys,
took us 2 and a half freaking hours,
but luckily we did it in the general office.

our class mascot sooo cuteee haha can't wait for thur

speaking of which...
can't wait for bren's sweet 16th on the thursday!

sad,lonely,sad=)

2010-04-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

why does new drama always come just as i begin to settle down?

today was terrible.well the first part was.

sam's sick so i went to school alone.
emo the whole day.
only cheered up after school,
during school especially chinese period.
i felt so ALONE.=(

ten says i'm nuts.
haha maybe i am.
i didn't talk to sam the whole day till just a while ago.
why?

cause she's not freaking going to school again tomorrow!

so frustrating,
ah ya wtv lah,

she's sick,needs her rest.
she's suspected of having stomach flu OR dengue.

hope it's the first one,second one need go for blood test,
then maybe she won't be well enough for wed interact farewell,
OR BREN'S B'DAY OUTING ON THUR.

so this sums up the day.
not looking forward to tomorrow=(
dumb ass sam u better get well faster.stupid.

sometimes i just dun have the strength,
to face them alone,
i need you.

EASTER SUNDAY

2010-04-04T21:49:00.004+08:00

today we went for mass,sam almost fainted.
she was like freaking pale.NO BLOOD.
yes she's fine now,
but may not go school tomorrow=(
sigh...

yesterday was orchard in the morning.
we bought our dress.
at the beginning i thought it was ugly.
now i guess it's alright.
it's nowhere NEAR what i wanted for my confirmation dress.
but my mum pays so obviously i gotta listen to her.
she doesn't like those prom like kinda dress.
we do.
so sadly,we couldn't buy it.
it just won't be the perfect confirmation.
just like our first holy communion.
she picked this clothes which were just,
NOT something a 9 year old gal who like to wear,
urgh wtv,
i just saw crystle's dress.
it's those kinda prom dress.
she looks amazing.
i'm getting irritated just thinking about it,wtv

tomorrow there's school.oh yea at church there's this huge bird cage and i saw so many 'couple birds'.
SO CUTE!

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big april fool's day joke!

2010-04-02T20:14:00.004+08:00

it's good friday today,
supposed to be a mourning day for us catholics and christians.

last night i slept at 2 and woke up this morning at 9am?!
because the mass was at 10.30 and we had to be like an hour earlier,
if not we wouldn't be able to get seats,
we came 45min earlier,lucky stil got seats,but by 10am,it was full.
it was seriously PACKED today.
one of the rare times besides well maybe easter and christmas,
that u get people standing by the aisles.

anyway,tue we went to eat prata after school with the clique.

wed was the speech day rehearsal,bored to DEATH.
before that was prata shop again-_-"
siann...

thur was nothing much,but we went to eat at magic wok with bre,hij and ernie=)
spastic lol.

omg this whole week i've been hooked on the radio cause of all that shan and rozz and ris drama
and it was all an APRIL FOOL'S DAY PRANK!!!
i can't believe it,
it was a slight relief AND they really got us good.

i luv my gals sam,ten,bren,mira,hij,ernie,anisa.
i know it's random but everytime i'm around them,
i feel so comfortable.=D

sometimes i just wished that people would
stop making assumptions,
stop giving me THAT face,
stop assuming that WE are in the wrong,
just get their facts rights,
stop saying about how frens should be.
because i have my frens,my TRUE frens,
i may have had MAJOR FALLOUTS with those i considered my "best frens" in the past,
THREE to be exact,it really affected me,
each one has changed me and sometimes i wonder,
why it always happens to me?
i've had one for every year i've been in TKGS.
not including this year.
but the only one i do not regret is the fren i made in sec 1,
yes she may have been competitive and till now,
i still dunno the reason for the fallout,
cause she said the problem lies with her not me.
but she's a good fren,a postive influence,
not to mention a prefect!haha
but yes she's the only one i dun regret knowing.

u know i did try just to let u know,to stop all of it.
but one-sided effort doesn't help.
i hope u know that.
i just wanna say,despite everything that's happened,
you'll always be a dear fren.
it mat not be like last time but,
i won't forget the friendship we all had.

Parent Teacher Meeting/Detention

2010-03-29T20:26:00.002+08:00

last week just flew by so fast.

on tue i had detention for latecoming,i have been late 10x in total for this year and it's only MARCH,yes anyway mdm lim called my mum,screw that.

my parents were actually quite cool about it surprisingly,
thank gosh.
maybe they dun wanna pressurize me or something=)

haha yes,the rest of the days were nothing much.

OH!friday i went to watch 'how to train your dragon' with sam and matthew,
so niccceee!!!!haha i LOVE toothless=D.it's a must-watch seriously.

i still wanna watch alice in wonderland,clash of the titans,when in rome...yea=)

can't wait for sports day then after that we're going escape theme park to celebrate bren's birthday!i haven't asked my parents yet though-_-"

erm the parent teacher meeting was on saturday,it was alright i guess,
mr pei was being VERY nice,much better than mr zain last year.
i showed my mum my progress report on thur,she almost fainted,not literally but she looked stressed out.
we did badly and both my brothers did badly,she thinks she's a failure as a mum cause she can't even ensure that we do well in school,
obviously i disagree,she's done all she can but it doesn't mean that if ur children aren't geniuses then u have failed as a parent right?sigh i wished she could see how she's a;ready the best mum in the world to me.

lately i've been doing my work on ten's table,cause it's fun to do worl with a fren=)
i dun sleep in class anymore and i do my work.i'm quite happy wuth what i'm doing but i'm still nowhere prepared for midyears.

today was ICE CREAM KAFE with jo and sam and yi jia!it was awesome,i really just told them EVERYTHING and all the problems i went through,they're really down to earth people who i can really connect with=)
it was great and we spent like an hour and a half there just talking and sitting on the floor=)

i dun wanna change seats,i love right where i am,beside sam,infront of ten and diagonally infront of jo,it's one of the best seats i've had and i'll miss all of them when we change seats soon=(

NGEE ANN PRIMARY WAS AWESOME!

2010-03-20T18:11:00.008+08:00

this was the blindfolded game

sofiya

Su-man

ahahaha stella wrote this for me,she's so adorable!she wasnted to spell "i love you".=D

this is stella's impression of me=)

stella.so cute right=D

Morgan,he seems very familiar,but i can't figure out why...

longest line game where they had to use whatever they had to form a line,haha they went to take other people's shoe and belongings

doing activities

Haziq

Darren

YESTERDAY WAS EXTREMELY TIRING.

but the kids were A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E!!!ommgggeee

ok so like we went there at around 9 plus,settled down,then we had to resplit our groups and made a ton of changes to our schedule-_-"

anyway i was grouped with mimi,shi min and siti.not so bad.

my group had 6 kids,morgan,darren,stella,sofiya,haziq and su-man.(SORRY the speelings aren't all correct cause i dunno who to spell them!)

so yes withink THE FIRST HOUR,there was already DRAMA.
the first game we played was something that involved chairs and i dunno why their charis were so freaking heavy!and so stella accidently banged su-man and so su-man hit her back.BOTH CRY.we were all thinking...DIE...how to stop them from crying?!

anyway they settled down but from then on,su-man was super moody,see he has some temper issues.

the second game went alright and after the third game we decided to play hide and seek.again DRAMA.

morgan,darren and stella were running near each other,darren tripped over his shoe and fell,stella fell because they all like banged each other,and stella accused morgan of pushing her so she fell...oh did i mention that stella was crying?

yes so the teacher came and i swear,i think she was going too hard on morgan,i mean stella kept inisisting that morgan tripped her but morgan denied it and the teacher kept saying
"but stella said u pushed her.don't u think the person who got HURT knows BETTER what happened?"
i was like thinking 'WTH WHAT KINDA STUPID LOGIC IS THAT?!and she was so harsh on them!'

so guess what morgan cried now and he said he didn't wanna play anymore...plus his younger sister came over to see what happened,she saw her ig brother crying and getting scolded,she felt that it wasn't his fault,so guess what?she started crying!GREAT.my head wanted to explode already i swear and it was only the FIRST HOUR THERE!

so after awhile everyone cooled down.
oh yes.su-man was still being tempremental.and he and this boy calvin were playing catching and both fell.guess what?BOTH CRY.

wah i tell u,the amount of tears that was shed can fill the oceans i tell u!so su-man and calvin had a TIME-OUT.poor kids.they wanted to play but alas,THE TEACHER didn't allow them to-_-"
so after that we headed to the classroom,had some reflections and them we went for lunch.

STELLA IS SOOO CUTE!she always holds my hand and she is adorable=D

oh yes and 2 MORE kids joined my group.
ok anyway after lunch,we did some activities and siti left=(

so we had the amazing race.which was,simply to say,CRAZY AND EXHAUSTING,
guess why=)
mimi and shimin were game masters which well leaves let's see...hmm...ME ALONE TO TAKE CARE OF 8 HYPER-ACTIVE KIDS.
sigh it was terrible because some didn't listen and they all kept fighting amongst each other,some threw tantrums and RAN OFF,i tried to chase them but i couldn't leave the other 6-7 kids behind=(

so yes,in the end i dunno how we were the FREAKING WINNERS HAHAHA.even though we placed 3rd in the race and didn't reall complete the games,
but oh well,maybe they saw that my group needed some MORAL ENCOURAGEMENT=)

so it was a day i will definitely remember,even after i saw how they can be such a handful,i still love my kids=)

haha pei hua kept asking me why i kept calling the kids in my group 'my kids'

mum's birthday

2010-03-16T20:01:00.002+08:00

NOW ARE THE MARCH HOLIDAYS=)

doesn't feel like it though,i'm supposed to be mugging for upcoming exams,should start soon lol.

anyway sat we went to eat at this chinese restaurant somewhere in town to celebrate my mum's birthday=D
then we gave her the present we bought for her,
she was like tearing when my dad read to her the poem that sam came up with lol.
so yea quite a nice day=)

sunday was the 2hour church class,
after the first hour i already had a headache but then the last half an hour was the FUNNIEST i swear=)
so like the teachers were
talking to us bout some stuff then i asked something bout premarital
sex,then dunno what the teacher started saying that using a condom was
against our religion cause it's not NATURAL lol.so like the convo was
between teacher and my fren marcus...

M: " eh teacher,i dun use condom leh,then how?i use plastic bag"
***everyone starts laughing***
T: "how small is ur plastic bag u tell me?"
M: "i dunno lah,not very small,then use rubber band and tie"
***everyone laughs again***

ok so u know premarital sex is against our religion,unless u were like
forced or it wasn't consented,like u are drugged and raped lah.
then SOMEHOW,marcus asked

"eh teacher,what happened if it wasn't me who wanted it?"
T: "yea like what?u guys get raped by ur gal is it?!"
M: "yea eh how u know sia?!...i was drunk lah u see"
T: "then how'd u know if u were raped if u were DRUNK?!"
M: "cause she like...cut off the thing for souvenir ah..."
***everyone breaks out laughing,seriously cannot da han!
T: "so u mean to tell me,u got so drunk,didn't even realise that ur
gal raped u,then after she was done she castrated u?u will be bleeding
to death by then!"
M: "got put bandage ah"
T: "after she castrated u,she bandaged it up?!"
M: "no ah...passer by help bandage"
T: haah so u mean to say u were drunk and got raped by ur gal in a
PUBLIC park,got castrated then some lucky passer by sees u bleeding on
the floor and decides 'oh come let me help bandage this poor fella'."
M: "actually no ah,i was actually drunk in the park,then a gal jogged
by then it started to rain,thenshe raped me then cut off my hing then
some passer by help bandage it"
T: "marcus please lah,unless there's a gal that is THAT HORNY and will
get SO TURNED ON by a drunk u and say 'oh i'm gonna rape this guy'.i
doubt it'll EVER happen"

ok so that was sunday...
monday was nothing.

today we had extra geog class in the morning,
we met brenda in the morning and had breakfast at macs,
AND then we were late for class=)
then after that i met up with my cousin at tampines along with sam,
just walked around and ate before heading back=)

parkway with the gals

2010-03-12T19:15:00.004+08:00

wed was the BIO O LEVEL SPA...but it was ok,
definitely better than the first one last year.
then had inetract after that,
super boring-_-"
had tuition and OMG

anyway thur was the inspirational talk by Dr William Tan,
it was ok,but i wasn't very well..inspired?
i mean it was inspiring but,
it didn't leave a huge impact on me.
headed to eat pizza hut with ten,hij,bren and sam after school=D
then everyone went home while me and sam went to videoworld to chill.
had tuition AGAIN that night.

so today i was late,
sorry amira!!!
dun be angry already ok babe=(

yea,so i think i will confirm get detention,
my results SUCK.my L1R5 is a freaking 38?!
wth...
i didn't know i did THAT BADLY.
i'm so afraid to let my parents sign it,
oh and i'm DEATHLY AFRAID of the upcoming parent teacher conference,
my parents meeting Mr Peh..good thing?IDK

anyways after school,
CCA was cancelled cause it rained.=D
so we stayed back to support ten and bren for high jump,
in the end bren didn't jump-_-"
ten so cute when she jump=)

anyway after that me,sam,ten and mira,
headed to bubbletea shop to eat,
we wanted to go parkway,
but we thought ten's guardian picking her up at 4.30,
so we accompany her,
then the guardian say he'll come at 5.15.
and we had been waiting since 4,
so we went to parkway,dun wanna wait already.=)
ten came too haha.
i went to buy my mum's birthday present.
so pretty omg!!!
i can't wait to give it to her this sunday=D

clique at brenda's house

2010-03-09T23:20:00.005+08:00

love u gals to the max.
sammy,
tenny.aka PORN,=)
mira,
bren.
i couldn't EVER live without u.

today was ultra/mega/awesomely fun!

we went to brenda's house with the clique=D
me,sam,ten,mira and bren.
i didn't actually ask until like...last minute,
but my papa allowed me to go=D
cause TECHNICALLY i haven't been out in a while lol.
anyway we were supposed to watch DVDs,
but we ended up in rach(bren's younder sis) room.
cause it had air con and we were all so damn HOT.
so we ended up talking for like over an hour,
reliving our childhood.
guess what?
ALL 5 OF US HAS SO MUCH IN COMMON!
it's so easy to talk to them=)
haha mira,we have such a sad childhood right?lol
anyway,none of us like clwns-_-".TERRIFIED.oh yea,also of those BABY DOLLS.
we just laughed like crazy.until got spasm.
it's been such a long time since we all had a chance to hang out,
usually,one of us will normally be busy so yea=(
then we went to chill by the pool,
i dun have many pics cayse they were all,
SUDDENLY SHY OF THE CAMERA lol.
anyway,we bought BIG BAND and other badges,so niceee!!!

at school was the debate,
i think we were very UNPREPARED!
but i think we were very convincing
thx to sammy=)
she was like all bang table and like...scary haha
no lah kidding=D

well the proposition team which is mine,emphasized A LOT ,
that the mother tongue requirement should be OPTIONAL not REMOVED.
ohh welll...both teams had lots of irrelevant stuff haha,
but it was fun,
the oppostion team had anisa and peixin.
and me and sam were against them,
4 best frens,
against each other,
all good at EL.
2 were 2nd speakers,
2 were 4th speakers.
what're the odds?
but i still LOVE THEM=)

i realised she removed the hearts

2010-03-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

today from what i saw,
confirmed what i believed,
i dun think it'll go back to before.

tenny have u seen it?=)

today was tiring.
i slept through HALF of bio,
i tried to listen but i couldn't stand it.

i am annoyed today,
the WHOLE day,
dunno why got pms lol.

anyway tomorrow's the debate,
we have no scirpt,
messy points and we're up against 4e8,
what're we gonna do?
DIE....

wth is this?
are u giving me that bitch look,
like u always did a few years back?
please ok,
u dunno ANYTHING,
so quit giving us dirty looks,
u think ur good?
i think ur stuck up,
i know u well enough,
to know what that look means.
so just like run one corner and hide like u always do.

ps.it's not referring to YOU.this gal's not very easy to spot,under all that fakeness.

car broke down,house got black out

2010-03-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS ONE OF THE MOST SUAY DAYS EVER!
first my car broke down at parkway,
waited an hour for mechanic to come just so he could tell us,
that we had to wait another hour forthe tow truck-_-"
had a lot of fun laughing though=)

then when i got home,
HOUSE GOT BLACK OUT.
cause i accidently plugged in something and it short circuited!

sigh.unlucky seh.

i dunno what u mean by that,
i hope it's not what i think it is.

sometimes people tell others things because they care,
they tell them their faults and strengths,
they want them to become a better person,
not that they aren't,
but sometimes u know,
just sometimes,
change may be a good thing.

maybe sometimes leaving a problem alone is better

2010-03-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

hello sad,frustating,bitchy yet beautiful world.

yes this week hasn't been the best so far,
ok firstly,had so much drama with the debate thing,MISUNDERSTANDINGS,glad we cleared it up=)
secondly,mum's been getting angry at me a lot,
thirdly,i found out YOU have been talking behind my back.

anyway,wed was well...boring,but we announced the new interact commitee members list.congrats!=D

thur and fri were alright but...
FRIDAY I WENT TO THE BEACH!!!
cleaned up rubbish,
seriously.i had a chance to CLEAR MY MIND AND JUST FORGET EVERYTHING.
very fun overall=)

well.ten and amira talked to us about...let's just say the PROBLEM.
they wanted us to talk but guess it didn't work out cause everyone's not free...wtv
so yea...

i want to say sorry to my clique if u guys have been irritated or frusrated with the way i'm acting,
honestly i dunno HOW i'm acting till u guys told me,
i was shocked at first to tell u the truth.
but i know it's cause u guys care,that's why i appreciate that u told me.
i'm so sorry to have put u in between.really.
love u gals,
ten,mira,bren,anisa
couldn't live without u.
.
.
.
i heard what u said,
u may deny it all u want,
but i know u well enough,
what are u tryng to show with that?
think about what u said i was trying to do last year.
please,if u think we have a problem,
come and tell it to ME,
not THEM.

i'm getting so sick of this shit,
just DROP IT.

just like any day

2010-03-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

today was tiring,i'm exhausted and i'm not sleeping enough=(
ten's sick too=(

anyway yesterday we did our english group project and...we kinda screwed it,
we were the first group to be called up,
talk about being suay.

anyway last friday i had a reunion dinner with my mum's side of the family cause it was my grandpa's and uncle's birthday!
i got to see all my cousins again=)
we've met each other a lot this year compared to the previous years,
anyway we went to JUMBO at east coast and it was great=D
omg my cousin asked me the question which like...shocked the hell put of me.
the answer to the question was like...ISN'T THAT SO INCESTROUS???
haha it's obvious what the question was=)
anyway we ate at like 9.15 till 10.30?
ate a lot,
i luv the man tou with chilli crab sauce=D

sat was nothing much...spent the day at home...
sigh..

sunday was church,
the interview,
I NEED TO DECIDE ON A FREAKING NAME!!!
then i had ANOTHER reunion dinner,
now with my dad's side=)
cause it was the last day of the chinese new year.
ate a bit,not a lot.
then at night,did last minute research for the english project.
then knocked out=)

OH OH!
i made a DBS account!!!haha so excited,
but i'll only get my card on thur or fri i think,
cause i wanted my name printed on it=D
i have $1 in my account now.
it was the mandatory deposit needed see,
and i didn't bring the money i wanted to deposit with me.
crazy want me to carry around so much money?!

oh yes,lastly,me,sam,liz,mingmin and hanisa are in our class's debate team=)
we're going up against 4e8.
why am i not surprised?...
they luv to put the two lit core classes against each other-_-"
so anyway the debate's going to take place on tues.
hope we win=)
oh and did i mention anisa and pei xin will be on the opposing team?
haha this'll be interesting...
=D

xoxo

BY THE WAY.i know it may seem like eveything's alright,
i certainly hope it genuinely is,
but can u stop saying all that stuff because it's getting kinda of silly,
because if u dun care then just drop it=)

ernie's birthday

2010-02-26T17:49:00.006+08:00

firstly,school was crap today,like seriously,it was freaking shit,try guessing why?
let's end today's school at this.

now to get to a happier note....

HAPPY SWEET 16 DARLING ERNIE!!!
i luv this crazy,shopaholic babe to death,
she may seem bimbo but she's not,
she's one of a kind,
she'll brighten up anyone's day,
she'll compliment you on whatever u wear,
she loves everyone
and that's why we luv our babe,ernie=)

today was bugis with are sam,ten,amira,ernie,hiji,brenda and gerald to celebrate ernie's b'day=)
FUN TO THE MAX I SWEAR!sorry anisa u couldn't join us=(
ernie's birthday gift was some stuff from body shop plus a big circle tag which was HOT PINK and read TOO HOT TO HANDLE.
sounds like ernie?haha
anyway we ate at the foodcourt,
then went to shop,i bought a new wallet!!!
then ten bought headsets,
then off to bugis street!
i swear,brenda and ernie shop like crazy-_-"
now my feet hurt and i'm so tired but today was the best day ever,
i got to have so much fun!

THESE ARE THE GALS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT.but i didn't forget anisa of course=)

on the way to bugis we laugh like craz,actually we were kinda embarrassing ourselves the whole time,
on the bus,mrt there,at bugis,on the mrt home lol.

so like on the bus on the way,we talked about the lesbians in our school,i swear ten's the most oblivious person ever.lol

on the mrt we were laughing a lot,i dun even know over what,but one incident brenda said this guy was irritated with us cause he gave us THAT LOOK,so i was like:

Amanda:he stare?give us that look?nvm we give him that look also!
Hiji:ok everyone all together!one,two,three....***STARE****

HAHA so funny i tell u.anyway before we headed back,ten treated us to the CHEWY JUNIORS.so nice lah she=).it was so sticky i tell u,but quite nice.
then while we were finishing our dessert outside the mrt station,we decided to sing ernie a b'day song cause we haven't sung it yet,so we all went like...

"ok 1,2,3,....***whispering/singing/laughing....the b'day song*** ".it was damn funny,we all WHISPERED the song and ten had to end it with 'AMEN'.like wth!she say we all sound like we're chanting.hahaha

on the mrt home we took some pics,quite impossible actually,7 gals trying to balance on a moving mrt to take a pic.gerald helped us take the pics,
EVERYONE in the train was staring at us,
ok i admit,we were making a fool out of ourselves,but still,we're teen gals having some fun=D
anyway taking the photos was hilarious and soon after we all got off already=(

today is really one i'll remember,
it's one of the few times i'm going to be going out this year,
i had so much fun!
bu the best part was,i got to spend it with the gals.
luv them tons!

been going out quite a lot actually

2010-02-25T16:57:00.003+08:00

OMG THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SOOO FUNNN!!!!

finally i got a smell of fresh air,
the taste of freedom,
although it wasn't with permission but who cares,
i got to spend time with my gals=)

monday was bugis with ern,amira,brenda and sam.
they wanted to buy some stuff while me and sam checked out wallets.
i have my eye on one in the bugis departmental stall=)
the ones at bugis street are ok,not really my type but they're so cheap!

tuesday was nothing much,
my mum picked me and rushed off to the airport.i miss my mum=(
she went to hong kong for business trip but she's coming back tonight=)
yup dad came back too.

wednesday was extra A math classes.
i so freaking screwed the spring test and it was so EASY!
i made a careless mistake,
oh well,better not to cry over spilt milk,
then had interact,which was,a complete waste of time.
then tuition at night,
exhausted when i came back but i still went to watch american idol!
and well...the gals were really bad actually.maybe it's the nerves?
OH AND I GOT A NEW BIRD!it's a jumbo,never heard of it though lol.

today was parkway with brenda,hijannah and brian,sam joined us after her english enrichment class,
i was finding a diary book but cannot find.stupid.
anyway we laughed like crazy as we walked to the bus stop,
can't remember the last time i laughed this much=)
got tuiton later,pretty worn out now.

hope i'm allowed to go celebrate erni'e birthday tomorrow,
and tomorrow i have another reunion dinner cause it's my grandpa's 80th birthday=)

xx

pics of aunty alice house

2010-02-21T23:27:00.006+08:00

haha sorry for the super poor quality pics=)

went to aunty alicce house this week...

2010-02-20T11:50:00.003+08:00

anyways i didn't go to aunty alice's house on mon cause she wasn't free,monday i just went to grandaunt's place for a while...

but tue was AWESOMMEEE!!!i watched percy jackson and the lightning thief.OMG it's so nicceeee!PLUS it helps when the main guy is super cute and hot=).annabeth is so pretty!i luv her eyes and hair man.their fren...that goat is so funny=D.luke's quite cute too lol.anyway the movie was great,not better than harry potter but percy is was better looking than harry!

after the movie was....AUNTY ALICE'S NEW HOUSE!!!OMG HAHAHA it was BEAUTIFUL,there's like 4 levels,there's a freaking lift and it's called cluster bungalows,anyway the view from their house is so nice and like yea,u will be speechless when u go there=D.i missed her so much!!!and jian he has grown so much,and his voice broke!lol.although he's likee sec 1,he's like a GIANT but i always see him as a little brother=).sadly jian an wasn't there cause he already went back to aus to study.but it's ok=)

haha wed was back to school.so happy to see my frens!this week has been so tiring i swear,i'm fighting a constant battle to stay awake in class all the time.we stayed back or cca on wed,talked to tania about some stuff....i didn't know she was thinking about it that way...

thur was a normal day at school.stayed back to interview some interactors for the incoming exco and board,so cute lah all of them,they all so scared when they come in=)

friday was pretty much the same,we've decided who the exco and board are!!!kinda expected lah but nvm=)

so anyway i'm pretty much stressed out by my mum,she's been nagging at me non stop about the same things,like how do u expect me to study when u keep telling me 'i u do so badly and can''t even go to a god poly,u jolly well repeat sec 4'.and i'm like WTH can u chill?!and like stop saying i'll do badly....jeez....

happy CNY and VALENTINES!

2010-02-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE=).those singles,enjoy the freedom!couples stay together=)

at my cousin's place now,12am in the morning and i'm painting my nails hot pink!lol.pei xin will call me BIMBO but i like pink and CNY needs BRIGHT colours=D

haha jk,luv ya px=)

thurs was spent erm...not sure haha,but i stayed up till 3am to bake for the gals!

friday was kinda screwed up,the performances was boring,loved the lion dance though=D
thx for all the gifts everyone!
mum didn't allow me to go out with gals,freak,
but anyway the missed trip was made up with shopping for new CNY clothes in town!bought 2 dresses,one bottom and a tee shirt!

haha after the mad rush for shopping i headed to the esplanade to wach the marist band concert cause my darling little bro is in his school band so must support!
it was FILLED to the max with marists,so noisy!but the performance was worthwhile=)
the ending was their school song,before that was the best part,their teachers crossed dressed as gals and dances to the wonder girls song 'nobody' and the band was playing the song!it was AWESOME=D

saturday was nothing much...but i had reunion dinner with my dad'side.

shut up ten,i know u are mega rich to watch 3 movies 3 freaking days in a row!=)

anyway today was church in the morning,headed to grandparent's house where my family from dad's side met up,had lunch,moved on to my mum's granny's place where the relatives from my mum's side met up.next off to my grandaunt's house.played MAHJONG!lol.super exhausted i swear.

tomorrow will be another grandaunt's place,and then i'm gonna visit aunty alice!i can't wait omg!!!i haven't seen her since april in 2008 ok!

i miss my cousins from my mum's side,at least now we talk to them more!on the 26th i'll be seeing them again for grandpa's 80th birthday=D.been seeing them A LOT actually haha.

this year's chinese new year is definitely memoriable.

i love my family=)
.
.
.
.
anyway lately i've been pretty upset about that,but like i am not very concerned bout it now,my family is what i live for and my frens get me through it=)

i miss ten,amira,anisa,brenda,ernie and hiji!

can't wait to see them on wed=D

reunion dinner

2010-02-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

i just had my reunion dinner with my mum's side of the family today!!!haha so happy=)

anyway,yesterday NIGHT.i went swimming with sam,cousin and dad.i started getting freaked out in the water.ah thx ah ten and amira,stupid pp go tell me scary stuff.

hah jkjk,i still luv u=D

anyway today's amath remedial was like....duh.....cannot understand lol.but i like amath,it's fun!

besides that ah...nothing much happened this week.been playing basketball these few days,burn off those calories that i'm gonna put on during CNY!

today's interact session was ok.played games,met the new sec ones.SOOO CUUUTEEE.lol

anyway i just need to say this,
hi i am quite pisssed off with u.so please try to get the hint thank you very much.

chinese new year's round the corner

2010-02-08T19:24:00.003+08:00

hello

i screwed all my exams last week,i studied hard for a few subjects that i'm weak in but it didn't pay off.
i just pray my chinese new year won't be ruined because of my academics,
i want to go out with the gals,
i miss going out with them ever since i've been grounded since like last year.freak.
yes.sadly i did do badly for my first tests,
a math was 7/40.total fail if u asked me,school teacher ask me to drop,tuition teacher said i can do it but i need to practice,
i'm in a dilema actually.should i drop a mat?combine my sciences?or take the risk?

went to fuzz house a few times last week,kept running away from her rabbit called DONUT=).so cuteee!!!but i'm scared it bites see...
anyway schools been boring,whole of last week was CAs,
i only love school cause of the gals,
friday was brenda's house,played BB with them,super fun!!!lol,i finally got a time to relax.

i hope i can pull it together in time.

i'm so sick of studies,
i'm so sick of failing all my subjects,
i'm so sick of working my ass off for a test and failing it so badly,
i'm sick of that same old problem,
i'm sick of everyone telling me about O levels,
i'm sick of hearing about dropping cut off points for JC,

i miss freedom,
i miss playing,
i miss how we used to be,
i miss being carefree,
i miss hanging out with them,

i hope my parents will let me go out with them this friday,
i really do.

freaking stressed out and exhausted

2010-02-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

it's been super long since the last post.anyway it's 3am now and tomorrow i have MATH CA.lol.i just finished my revision and dharmen just went home.he's been so nice the past 3 days,he came over to my house the past 3 nights to teach us chem and math.i confirm will fail chem though=(

now is the stupid freaking stressful concentrated CA week.on sunday night i didn't sleep AT ALL because i had to mug for bio and ss on mon.so ss was quite ok,bio was hard.then monday night,mugged for chem and geog,slept for 1 hour plus.screwed chem but geog was ok.so now here i am,i think i'm only gonna get at most 3 hours sleep.m body is getting weaker,i should rest more,but i want to study!last paper is a math and lit on thur....amanda bear with it and then u can rest.sigh.

anyway i got booked for the first time for being late.cause i had to wait for ***ehem***...lol...but wtv and i had to unhem my skirt,but i went to alter already=)
yea,life's been boring lately,home straight after school.mugging for ca,oh but the time i spend with my frens in school makes the stress much more bearable=D.

haha today i ripped half of ten's belt off,and we fought over toilet paper and a toilet cubicle=).super funny lah,we were like wrestling each other when suddenly elizabeth opened the door to see us shoving each other=D.lol

i gotta go choose a confirmation name soon...

lots of things has happened lately,things that need to be sorted out...sigh...after exams i hope...

pics

2010-01-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

more on facebook!!!haha

pics at the SIA sports club

pics at the SIA sports club

pics of pulau semakau

tests tests tests

2010-01-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

the past 2 weeks were like...i dunno.it passed by so fast like eriosuly.

highlights was the pulau semakau lanfill trip!!erm meeting fuzz on sunday and monday night,once at the kembangan cc,the other was the coffeeshop...yea.

church calss has started.nothing's diff,gonna choose a confirmation name=)

oh yea,i screwed my A AND E MATH test.chem was alright today.tomorrow is geog,bio's on thur and ss on fri.CRAZY MAN MY SCHOOL.

talked to anisa for like an hour today,real nice talking to her,discussed our views on frens,sec ones,sec twos,haha a lot of stuff.

oh yea amira came to the SIA sports club with us last saturday!!!haha we went to the gym and then we jogged and chilled awhile after that.we were dancing on the rooftop and made a fool out of ourselves.

bacically that's all.oh yea erm,cca promo was fun.i luv my cute sec 1e8 class ok!!!they're so adorable i swear...haha.talking and getting to know a few of them.they are so hyper,i'm exhausted after talking to them-_-"...anyway i have to rush them for their performance item on friday if not i'm gonna get in trouble.HELLPPP!!!

first post of the new year!

2010-01-07T17:39:00.003+08:00

omg the past week has been a blast.i realised that i have gotten much closer to my cousin in the past hols,i love my cousin and even though she's 23 years old this year,she's like my age and we all can just hit it off=D

firstly on the last week of 2009,i spent basically the whole time rushing to complete my hw.and...i didn't finish.so now i'm scared teacher will call my parents=(

ANNYYWWAAYYY.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL:

i was early.for some meeting,sad way to start school,omg i was so happy to see all my frens=)
then what...oh yea,talks in the hall for hours,sucks.
our form teachers are mr zain,miss izrina=D.and.....MR PEI=O.no lah kidding,he's a super fun/wierd/awesome FM.
didn't do much,we chose our seats in class,sitting at the back of class,beside sam and fai,tens behind me andfuzz's in front of fai.SAD LAH BRENDA AND ERNIE ALL THE WAY IN FRONT=(
erm...planned for class party the next day.
OH!we led the sec 1s around for school tour,the class i'm in charge of is 1e8.SUPER quiet on the first day.i'm gonna make them enthu ok!haha
amira came over today!watched 'yours,mine and ous'.but i fell asleep,i'm such a bad host.haha

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL:

was on time for shool.super exhausted.dunno why,and it's only SECOND DAY CAN.
we had no lessons today,still orientation,so we did dunno what for the first few hours.
THEN HAD CLASS PARTY!!!!
awesome lah.so funny,played charades,

i still remember ten had to act out a one word movie title,so she took the paper and just gave the -_-" face,and stood there like stone and i was like 'AVATARR!!!!'.correct answer ok=)

then we played MRT,DOUBLE WHACKO,I HAVE NEVER,BANG.i won bang ok!among the class=).i am awesome.so EGO.lol.
then ate pizza and chips,played more games and then i headed to the hall to teach the sec 1s school cheers/songs.
the sec 1s were like staring at us like we're stupid cause we sing so loud and danes like fools.what?we supposed to be enthu!

amira came over AGAIN.watched her 'big bang concert tour'.i now know all their names and i can differentiate them=D.

THIRD DAY:

officially started lessons today.SUCKS BIG TIME.hw unfinished,gonna get booked if i dun do it by fri.shit.our teachers are ok,except for lit/ss,both is mrs lopez,seriously,can die!i like our geog teacher=D
i was so exhausted.maybe from the previous day,
went to the hall at about 1,taught the sec 1s mass dance,SO FUNN!!!!at least my sec 1 class was more enthu,and i saw CLIQUES already!so fast seh.anyway,i saw my class 'noisy' clique,they're so funny,at least they are enthu and talk=).haha.they know sam's my twin and some of sam's class,which is 1e6,gals know i'm her twin.

it stil amazes me how the sec 1s from the classes me and sam are in charge of can like stare at us and point fingers and whisper 'hey thats the twins!'.we aren't like exotic creatures-_-"

anyway,it is a good start for the sec 1s,now that noisy clique from my class says hi,i hope their performance will be awesome,i'm gonna help them as much as i can!=).

started tuition with mrs ng today,she said my a math is really bad=(.i have to work really hard,if not i'm dead.really.

TODAY:

today was well,ok.school sucks as usual.sigh.oh but we took height and weight today and i lost weight like DUH.and i am acceptable=).also,bio was fun,we learnt something new for math too.i have to do ss hw by tomorrow or else i'm in trouble.i didn't do chinese too=(
i'm very scared.but i have tuition in an hour,how to finish hw?this sucks bad.anywaythe past few days me and ten and san have been talking quite a lot,sigh.stupid problem,how ten?
wanted to go with them to celebrate anisa's b'day but they weren't sure where they were going,either tamp or parkway,and i was going parkway with sam,amira,brenda,her bf,and ernie,so yea...oh i met evelyn!haha she looks like she does in the pics.

anyway ten couldn't come=(....we ate at swensens.omg i'm fat.
it was so funny,hysterics throughout lunch,thats why our lunch was like 2 hours.haha.gerald was pretty quiet,actually he didn't even talk but he's so sweet to brenda,so i give him two thumbs up=).
i remember brenda's 'snail joke',the 'black bubble',a lot of wild shit,and ernie tried to,but unsuccessfully pranked her guy.lol
i haven't laughed like that in a very long time,i haven't been out in a even longer time,it's so fun to just be myself and relax around them=D.they really made my day and i still have tuition later omg!i have it in like an hour,ok i better faster.

maybe tomorrow i'm going to stop by my cute little sec 1 class and check their progress for the performance=)

sometimes u dun see the good that's in ur life till you've been through a hardship.maybe all i had to do was close my eyes and i would have realised the great frens were in front of me all along.

k then i'm out
xx

getting sick on christmas isn't fun

2009-12-26T14:31:00.002+08:00

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!haha thx for the wishes and all.

falling sick on christmas eve SUCKS.

sigh,i couldn't wait for christmas eve's dinner at my house but when i woke up in the morning,i had a fever,cold and cough!

couldn't get any worse,but it got a little better and dinner was a blast=).haha.

christmas day was lunch at cousin's house and slacking there before rushing off for church.

sill have tons of unfinished homework.sigh...

CHRISTMAS IS HERE!!!

2009-12-24T01:51:00.002+08:00

ok it has been a while since my last post and SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED.

firstly,i found out THAT secret which i am sworn never to speak of,kinda hard u know!

Secondly i have SHORT hair.still kinda getting used to it.but it's alright...

thirdly.THIS YEAR'S CHRISTMAS IS A CRAZY MAD RUSH!actually my mum didn't even wanna have a christmas tree or dinner gathering.now i have BOTH!all thx to my dad=)

haha.ok,i can't remember what happened last week.but this week is HECTIC,NON STOP.

monday was sec1 orientation meeting,i can't eait it's gonna be a hell lot of fun!then after school was off to IKEA to buy tree=).me and sam spent decorating the whole tree BY OURSELVES FOR 4 HOURS STRAIGHT PLEASE.

tue was decorating the house haha and i went to rebond and cut my hair short.now no need to tie!lol.i hated t at first but it's actually kinda ok...back home tried to decorate the house more.

today was going to woodlands in the morning,bought literally a ton of food and spent over $300!!!HAHA,BOUGHT MEAT,DESERTS AND SASHIMI for christmas eve's dinner which is gonna be at my house!

christmas day itself we going to aunt's house,i'm gonna grow FAT.

but oh well,christmas only comes once a year and i swear my house looks like a gingerbread house,so many lights,but all the HOURS,BLOOD,SWEAT and arguing with each other paid off,cause my house is A WORK OF ART AND IT'S BEAUTIFUL!

SERIOUSLY,anyone who thinks i'm exaggerating.my doors are open,come and take a look.haha u can see the deco through the window anyway=D

PHEEEWWWW.ok take a breather amanda.tomorrow's gonna be jampacked with preparations and baking and final touches and OMG i'm going crazy,it's gonna be a hell of a christmas this year=)

it's all ending.well in 3 weeks hols are over.

2009-12-14T15:51:00.003+08:00

OMG TWILIGHT FEVER IS SETTING IN ON ME AGAIN!!!
haha even though a lot of my frens say it's lame and the movie sucks(which i agree).
i still love the whole series.and u should totally read the book,way better than the show.still.cause now sam's reading eclipse,which is like ONE YEAR since i've read it.haha she's SLOW,jkjk sam=)
either way i'm caught up with the whole story these days.

sam and i have been writing some stuff lately,haha but i dun really wanna teach her the song,shy haha.

this week has been lazing around again...nothing productive.

CRAP.homework is UNTOUCHED.gonna be in big shit.less than 3 weeks left.amanda move ur ass and do ur work!!!

i can't even believe i'm saying this but.i miss my retarded frens=(
i miss ten,
i miss fuzz,
i miss amira,
i miss amanda fong,
i miss brenda,
i miss anisa,
i miss ernie,
i miss fai,
i miss the 2e1 clique,
i miss him,
i miss my cat class frens,
i miss the times when THEY weren't fighting,
i miss talking to him at night,(no romantics invovlved)
i miss everything and everyone.

the dreaded feeling of realisation that this is our last year together.be it for school or church.everythings gonna end,everyone's going separate ways.damn shit.no offence intended.

sigh.STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AND LIVE UR LIFE TO THE FULLEST.i will try.

tired stiff

2009-12-07T13:26:00.002+08:00

HEELLOOZZ.staying up till 3am on the phone with sam and dylan is NOT a good idea,halfway through the convo i fell asleep!

ok anyway,the past week has been so slack,in a bad way.I NEED TO STUDY.
can't believe i just said that.

ok anyways yesterday met up with imran,chilled and the fitness area and found out a little something something eh=D
haha haven't seen him in so long,and it was pure coincidence that while i was unloading the groceries from my car,imran called and asked

'are u like behind ur car...'

scared the shit out of me at first.haha wondered where the hell he was=).so we just caught up a bit,got upset when i heard something bout her.yea ok anyway.gotta hang out soon sometime!

so basically nothings been happening,can't go brenda's house tomorrow cause i'm grounded STILL.
joash's been real nice,letting me use his com almost everyday haha.

on another note,i dreamt about HIM.oh gosh help me=)

ps.been thinking bout what u said and i still dun understand why ur acting this way.

new moon movie!!!

2009-12-04T12:38:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA i watched new moon yesterday!and it was awesome ok awesome.i dun care whatever people say that it's lame.ok fine i admit that some of their acting sucks big ime.but i like the show for it's story.i was totally obsessed with the whole series.which i finshed reading a long time ago=)

seriously this is how long i spent reading the whole series:
twilight-2 days
newmoon-4 days
eclipse-3 days
breaking dawn-3days
total amount of days:12 days

I'M NOT LYING

seriously i was thinking vampires,werewolves,bella,edward,cullens,jacob,24 hours a day,7 days a week.the whole twilight fever lasted more than a month.luckily it was the holidays.if not i'd die during school hours.=D

haha anyway this movie has much much more action and the super sad part was when bella was such a bi**h and left jacob to save her 'so important' edward,even when jacob was saying 'i'm begging you,stay,for charlie,or at least for me'

i was like crying at that part.so sad=(

ok anyway NEW MOON is a must watch!=D

haha this post is totally about new moon.anyway i can't wait for eclipse,out on june 30th

anyway life isn't as boring as it was at the start of the holidays,parents are more relaxed now,but i am still studying and my time management is pretty good i must say.hope that i can catch new moon again with my cousin!

boring borin boring

2009-11-29T16:34:00.002+08:00

ok so holidays so far have been in one word BORING.

oh the good thing is i watched 2012!!!it's quite a nice show,cried at some super sad parts,lots of action and no i dun believe the world's gonna end.

wanna go out so badlyy!!!!brenda and amira wait for me to be UNGROUNDED k!

i also wanna watch NEW MOON!!!omg it's coming out like in a few days and my mum say i cannot go out and watch-_-"...stupid,anyway i am so gonna watch it with my cousins,we are like twlight fans!right qisheng?haha=)

ok anyway everyday has been spent lazing around,'studyig',waking up and sleeping early.so dreading it.

i dun really know if i like him now,seems to have faded.good thing?bad thing?i dunno.

haha it was hilarious when i talked to him about the guy i like and he guessed who it was!how come adults are so smart?i'll never know.

anyway that's bout it for now.nothing interesting so not posting much.

TOODLES=D

sad,nauseous feeling,i miss camp.

2009-11-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

camp's over and damn i miss it like hell.sleeping with the gals,my gosh the first thing i did yesterday when i got home was cry.i know it's stupid but i am not used to home now,not after 3 days with all of them.i miss camp,i miss them,i miss him.

FIRST DAY:
-got to church at 8am,I WAS EARLY!!!
-waited for the rest.got on the bus,headed to the place
-slacked.went to our dorms and put our bags
-found out our groups!i was with SAM,AMANDA,ALICIA,MEL,MICH,MARCUS,TED AND DYLAN.BEST GROUP LAH PLEASE=D
-headed to the hall,did some activities
-caught THEM SMOKING,can smell it cause i slept at the corner window and they were smoking directly below on the 1st
floor.
-played LOTS of games to earn soya beans,which was our point system.
-after that,SOMEONE had to go try steal the facil's bag and all our stuff was confiscated,my gosh,we were all like-_-"
-then showered,had more activities
-night reflection was awesome,sang songs,reflected,he cried,i was seriously in a dilemma,dunno whether to comfort him or
leave him...sigh
-after that we slacked more,went to bed at about 11 plus.

SECOND DAY:
-stupid guys,ask us to wake them up then they never,wake up at 8am,which was the time we were supposed to report.they
were the last to assemble please!
-stomach felt horrible,drank black tea,ate charcoal pill,me gosh,it was terrible.
-didn't do morning exrcise though=)
-had breakfast,did more activities
-this is the ONLY camp when the guys got to go into the girl's dorm and we into the boy's dorm,FOR ACTIVITIES of course
-then slacked somemore,oh ya we found out who was the gal that marcus likes=)
-ate lunch,showered,can't remember already.
-but i LOVED the prayer night,we reflected somemore and i talked to marcus and dylan and ted individually,i was very happy
that night,i felt so close to their real selfs whee there were no pretences,i found out dylan's sad story,ted's conflict and
marcus's gal.
-after that we our whole class chilled and talked till 11 plus.haha about 'OPERATION NIGHT ELF'=D
-i realised something that night

THIRD DAY:
-stayed up till 2 plus,woke u at 5am cause we were supposed to meet the guys and talk.
-we were given back our soya beans!
-AS USUAL they couldn't wake up so we went back to sleep from 5 plus to 7 plus.rush like mad and assembled downstairs.
-did morning exercise,ate breakfast,changed,did some activities
-played another set of games,this time it was interclass,we were against the 8.30 class,
-the games started off like shit cause another 2 guys from our class had to CHEAT,stupid lah
-then the other class were so hostile and aggressive against us ok.so annoying.
-but wtv we still won=).headed to the next game,dog and bone and later captain's ball.lost the first game,tied the second=(
-it was very fun,but i started to feel sad,cause it was the last day.
-had a bad stomach ache again,didn't eat lunch,packed up our stuff and brought everything down to the hall.
-chilled with the class,and my group won the whole competition!why?because the bag of soya beans that were given to us,
wasn't actually ours,haha but who cares=)
-everyone helped clean up and we got the boy's dorm,SOOO DIRTYYYY!!!
-got on the bus and headed back,sad sad day.
-wanted to go to macs but didn't=(

so that's our 3 day 2 night camp.
i dunno why he was giving all the wrong signs,he kept asking if i was amanda,smiling and being nice,then i find out he likes another gal-_-"...i dun like him,i was so scared by the way he was acting that i avoided him!

i miss them,i miss camp,not waking up with them beside me,
not eating with them and not taking walks after meals,
i miss talking with the guys
i miss everything
i realised that i miss talking to him
i think i like him.
urgh...now i'm confused,still not adjusted,still thinking,still waiting.

can't wait for church camp!!!!

2009-11-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

haha yesterday was funny,was taking a walk with sam,joash and my cuz rachel,and her cute frenchbull dog!=)
so they were talking bout a club event and i want to go but underaged.BUT joash said his fren can help me make an IC!haha ok i know i shouldn't be saying it out loud but it was all for fun.anyways i think i need to sew my mouth.SERIOUSLY.
so we were walking...

A:so joash!how to make FAKE IC?
S:oh yes amanda,tell the WHOLE WORLD!
A:i didn't mean to=(

J:i want to but a dog,my own dog,the other day a police brought a labrador and i want my own dog.
A:yea but don't you know that it's ILLEGAL TO EVEN KEEP A DOG LIKE A FRENCHBULL DOG IN OUR KIND OF HOUSE?
R:oh yes amanda now tell the WHOLE WORLD that we're keeping an ILLEGAL DOG!
A:i...i...sammy...***make a sad face***
S:i am so staying out of this.

then we went to my cuz's house to get a dvd...

J:amanda keep quiet!look at this...it's a PIRATED DVD.SHHHSSHHH!!!!
A:i'm not STUPID to tell the whole world what is ILLEGAL!
J&S:-_-"...

I MISS MY FRENS=((((

OMG OMG OMG CHURCH CAMP IS IN 2 FREAKING DAYS,CAN'T WAIT!!!I MISS ALL THOSE PP SO MUCHZ=(.i haven't seen them in like...dunno a few weeks?seems like forever!haha

sigh,i am so looking forward to church camp,i need a BREATHER.
get away from all this mess,
leave all those expectations of me,
have a life of my own,
love the way i live for once,
seriously,
even if it's just for 3 days and 2 nights,
i know it's gonna be the best part of this holiday.

the holidays are here!!

2009-11-08T09:42:00.009+08:00

here are some pics for the past week,

oh yesterday we went to the sports club and i ran ok!for half an hour with a lot of breaks of course=)
the scenery at the sports club is REALLY nice i swear.

So after a whirlwind week of my mum ignoring me and dad shouting at my face,the have finally cooled down a bit.my mum's talking to me and i'm over the moon happy!!!!haha ok so childish but yea we're all ok now,just that every morning i have to force my butt out of bed by 9am then wash up then study.same routine but i shall try to follow,for now i have been waking up at the right time,bath right after i wake up and sleeping by 12am so their kinda ok,oh and i made mine and sam's bed!!!which my mum's happy about.thumbs up for me=D

sorry ten i cannot send u off,i didn't even get to go out with u one last time before i dun see u for 2 months..=(
i'm gonna miss u lah,stupid go and fly off,leave all of us here.sigh.say hi to ur parents for me k=).haha oh ya and u know what i want for thailand ah=p.i'm joking bout that guy part SERIOUSLY.haha luv u lots k and dun forget to send me pics!i'll see if i can pick u up next year,man that sounds super far...sigh,bye bitch=).haha and no u still can't call me minibitch=D

so anyway the extended studies are OVER.but i'm kinda sad,cause like i miss my class and i actually learnt stuff for SOME subjects,haha.yea so anyway now's the hols so i must push myself extra hard to study and catch up on this year's subjects!!

fuzzy where's our stuffss???clip!dvd!money!haha babe u better dun fly off to bali without notice ah!<3

turmoil and breakdowns

2009-11-04T21:19:00.004+08:00

....................................................................

that's how u can describe my life now,if u could call it a life actually.i wake up,go to school,by the way i LOVE to go to school now and i'm pretty darn upset that it's gonna end in 2 days cause school's where my troubles go away,where i can just sleep peacefully and where my friends are.

currently my mum is not talking to me,i think she's given up on us already,sad to say but yea.erm....sunday was bad,monday was worse.

ok even if we're not on good terms i still have to say happy b'day papa!

anyway my brothers are actually very insensitive to us,matt doesn't care bout anything bout himself and well,let's not go to joash.life sucks now,in my family i only have sam to rely on.i swear without her,i'd commit suicide in my current situation.

so yesterday my phoone got confiscated,and my dad used some really harsh words,i dun wanna sear anymore,i'm so tired of using that word already.every night i cry myself to sleep,seriously,or else i can't sleep,i wake up every morning with a spliting headache,a bad runny nose and swollen eyes.the hurt i feel is incomparable to anyone elses.u feel like ur worthless,u feel unloved,u feel pathetic,u feel hated,and to top it off,it feels like it doesn't matter if ur dead or alive.no i'm not thinking of dying now but i honestly can't see myself living with their attitude towards me.

life's unfair,especially to us.

i'm sorry if i've beeen drained of my energy lately,fuzz i'm sorry if u feel a bit awkward when i asked about amsyar today,i'm just really really upset and i can't think straight.i was sad yea,that i couldn't go out with u guys,like after we settled things out,i dun get the chance to hang out with u guys,i wanted to go out with u guys today but i guess i can't.i'm not angry with u dun worry,if i seem like last time,when i withdraw myself from the convo,it's cause of my family problems.sigh....i dunno what to do really,i'm just barely living one day at a time.so yea.i still luv ya hun so dun take my actions to heart now k?

oh and ten,thx for always being there,ur like a sisi nvr had,wait.....sammy ur still my bestest twin sis=).now a days,in school i just wanna rest and i think i'm the most comfortable around u,u dun ask qn or say anything but ur there and i feel very comforted by it.i'm gonna miss u when u go to phuket=(.

one hell of a weekend.seriously HELL.

2009-10-31T19:50:00.002+08:00

ok so this weeek was alright....my ass.it's been awesome bvut it's been HELL.let me tell u why.

the good things were-

tuesday was promotion day so dun need to go school,went orchard with my cousin!!!she went to far east to check out stalls where she can sell her clothes.quite fun,but walk a lot,me and sam were finding stuffs for friday's halloween party!

wednesday was magic wok with the gals and then ten and amira came our house to watch the proposal!super funny and it was a time when i was truly comfprtable around them cause u know how sometimes it's uncomfortable?yea=).oh ya talked to anisa too,she caught me when i was leaving see...

thursday was....can't remember.oh ya!i think i went to my cousin's house and painted my nails today...not very sure though cause this week i went their house a lot.i got my dress from her for free too !cause she has a blogshop so she gice us some stocks=D.got a nice blouse too.i luv my cuz!!!

friday was AWESOME.ok firstly headed to fuzz house around 3 plus,put on some make up and waited for them to change so we could cab to brenda's house.urgh...some wierd experiences,i saw nicholas and james topless-_-".but wtv since they're both younger it doesn't matter,then ernie was dressed as a bunny,man she looked...like a playboy bunny so to speak=).me and sam were some masquerade cum phantom of the opera thing and fuzz was cleopatra=).so we were one of the first to rach,helped set up the deco and stuff.fuzz fell and bled real badly,me and sam gotta patch it up for her.AS USUAL.haha.
here are the other characters that came-
then brenda and wes were vampires,anisa was like bloody mary,tatty was satan's wife,yiting was a hot nurse,paige was th grudge thing,nat was a witch,vic was tinkerbell,ridzuan was scream,fai was helen of troy,then i can't remember cause got soo many!!!
so once everyone came we started the barbecue fire,then just as we got it to start,it started to pour!my gosh everyone was soaking wet,after i got wet i couldn't care so i just removed my shoes,walked around barefooted and barbecued in the rain.ot was the BEST EXPERIENCE this week!and since we were wet,me,sam,brenda and fai went swimming!!!me and sam were in our clothes mind you haha.luckily we got extra clothes=)so to sum it up.IT WAS AWESOME.
our class came,fuzz's housemates came,and our form teachers came!!!WE HAVE THE AWESOMEST,COOLEST,BESTEST FORM TEACHERS IN THE WORLD.YUPZZ.

so that was the good part.now the hell part.
TPC SUCKED.dun wanna elaborate,just say that now,my parents are OFFICIALLY sick of all my bad habits and my dad took some drastic measures.

this is what i had to do
-make a schedule for the whole holiday,
-so i planned one and i gotaa study EVERYDAY except sundays,
-gotta wake up at 9am everyday and sleep by 12am.
-BUT FOR DEC,i gotta wake up and sleep like during normal school days,which is some serious shit,thx to MR ZAIN LAH,tell my da that i'm always late and say that 'bad habits can be broken if u do it for 21 days straight'.seriously?i dun think so.
-my dad wants IMMEDIATE CHANGE
-i gotta bath after i wake up,gotta do thi and that.
-oh and i'm grounded.not surprising.

i counted and he freaking wants me to change 10 things about my life,which is retarded,what do u think i am?i'm a 15year old gal trying to get by without falling into the temptations that every teen faces and they dun see that.they only focus on my bad points like bad time management and not studying hard enough,but they dun see that i dun smoke,drink,take drugs or what stuff.i seriously can't stand this,they are pushing their daughter away so they shouldn't blame me for drifting apart from them...urgh wtv lah,gotta put up with their shit for a few more years till i can go work and not live off them.

so yea...that's what happened in these few days.drama drama drama.now my parents aren't ralking to me so i ain't talking to them,i've apologised too many times,this time they make the first move.

omg omg omg!!!!

2009-10-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

ok anyway today was well,seriously where we talked everything otu.ok fine sam did most of the talking for me cause she knows what i wanted to say but i just couldn't get it out everytime.anyways everything's almost fully settled and we came to the point and said that everyone has to make an effort to make it work or else it'll be the same problem.

meaning,we have to accept one another,u must like make evryone feel involved in the convo,and like eveyone just spends time with everyone else cause if one only spends time with another then others will feel left out right?so yes we shall all do our best and i am sure this small matter that was blown out of proportions and affected everyone the past few weeks,can be settled and we can all be besties again.

and for that point about best frens.i just wanted to say,i'm so happy that today happened.

reflections maybe?

2009-10-24T15:49:00.004+08:00

the past few days was checking of scripts,failed bio,failed chem,failed A math.so far i have 2 F9s,1 E8.2 C6s,1 B4,1 B3....yes i'm screwed like hell.haha my L1R5 is gonna hit sky high i tell ya!!!

yesterday was stupid DC.oh well it wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be,but we still gotta see the councillor-_-"

i dun have anything much to say cause nothing much happened this week.oh ya that kinda confrontation didn't really work out,i dunno why but i just couldn't get any words out of my mouth,i tried,i really did but with everything so suddenly i just couldn't remember what to say.i'll try again soon.

i never meant for this to blow up either,it started as a small thing but i guess it just escalated.i'm not avoiding u or that thing,it's just so hard for me to talk about his,u know why right?i know,i want to clear this up as best as i can so we can be back to normal again,as best frens.that's how i want it to be.do you?u dunno how sad i've been by this,i dun want it to be like this,for it to be awkward,i miss u so much.

orchard outing!!!!

2009-10-20T23:01:00.006+08:00

last friday was outing with sam,brenda,ernie,amira...i think that's all.fai and ten were sick=(.went to fuzz's house,showered,picked accesories and stuff.headed to orchard cineleisure,watched imagine that,pretty funny.and I PIERCED ANOTHER 2 EAR HOLES!!!they r so pretty=).ignoring the fact that i kinda complained bout how painful it was.i dunno why sam and amira dun feel it,they have THICK SKINS i tell u!lol joking=).but that day sucked,my bro said some really hurtful stuff,shan't talk about it.

sat and sun was slacking and sleepin and eating and watching korean drama!!

monday amanda came over SECRETLY=).cause i didn't tell my mum and my dad wasn't aorund haa,so we played mahjong and badminton,now my body still aching,but i still love amanda=D.she's my best fren and i've known her for 9 freaking years!!!same school,same church and even though i dun go out much with her,if i have a problem,i can tell her anything<3

ok anywayyyyy.today was fun to the max ok!!!!!!woke up late,as usual=).met the gals at 12plus?watched 500 days of summer,i'm sorry but i'm too dense so cannot understand the mpvie haha=D.the gals who went were me,sam,ten,brenda,ernie,fuzz and fai!oh ya plus the 2 of the guys.supeerrrr wierrddd lahhh when i saw THAT one,the other one friendkier,nicer,the other one ah....urgghhhh,gives me the chills man lol.ohhh and i bought new sunglasses!supperr preetttyyy=)

so after the movie brenda and the guys left,the rest of us go shoppiing!!!haha fai and fuzz spent a gazillion dollars i tell u,but soon fai and ten left so me,sam,fuzz and ernie go far east where fuzz SHOPPED SOMEMORE.i see her shop,my wallet pain haha.so anyways i told ernie bout my problems with him....yea,she's a darling i tell u=)

today i thought i saw him but that's just a silly wish.he's still in aus,he's still so far away and i should just forget cause i'll only fall deeper.sigh...how do u know when u r over someone that ur not sure u still like?i'm confused.

im glad today was great=).but there were some wierdd stuufff,but i only told ten=d

some pics=)

i dunno how to say it,i want to make it all disappear,i love u guys so much but it hurts to see everything like that.

apology but not for the truth

2009-10-17T14:42:00.004+08:00

i owe u an apology.a HUGE one.i never meant to hurt u,u know that.it was exaggerated but that's what i felt at that time and i probably wasn't thinking my best then and made a stupid mistake.a thousand aplogies won't erase the hurt i've caused but still.u know the truth and the reason behind why i acted so irrationally.even so,that is the truth and i'm glad i got it out even though it wasn't the best way to do it.i love u so much hun and i dun wanan lose u.i know it's to keep ur mand of that but u can't keep running cause it'll come up one day and u must be strong enough to face it.u could try to hand with the clique a bit more and i told u why already.ur not alone ok?we hhave always been here and u dun have to hang out with new people to not think bout that.i'm sorry for how i said it but the truth still stands.

pics pics pics!!!

2009-10-15T22:35:00.006+08:00

Pei hua and Yi jia

Tatty and alethea

Ten made this elephant,pig and face out of the plasticine that was meant for the activity-_-"

The pond

The group 'hard at work' haha

i dunno why i took a pic of this statue

Sammy

ME again=)

this is our group!!!

me and peihua=)

pei hua and sammy

me and ten

sam and ten

interclass competition and marina barage=D

2009-10-15T22:03:00.004+08:00

OMG TODDAYYY IS SO DAMN BLODDY FUN!!!

in the morning was sweating it out during the netball interclass competition,so yea we got trashed but we had so much fun=)
haha.we got 2nd for the frisbee interclass competition.whooo!!!!!lol.

anyways,after school was the learning journey at marina barage!=)
it was awesome,the breeze was so nice and the scenery there was amazing...speechless i tell u.couldn't take photos cause we got activities to do.haha but the facilitators were very friendly.

there was this guy who tried to figure out our names caue he saw we were twins and he was like 'amanda and amelia?or amanda and gabriella?' -_-"

lol.then we had to think of ways to make a ping pong ball sink and make a plasticine ball float.we had to do stuff with pythagoras theorem.YES AFTER OUR EXAMS R OVER,WE STILL HAVE TO DO MATH!!!!

anyways there was a tour of a gallery and there was kite flying and there was a lot a lot of wind=)

yesterday was a whole day of slacking,woke up at 12pm then eat lunch then around 5 plus i sleep again,woke up at 7 plus,go bath then eat dinner then watch dvd and slept more=D.i'm a pig i swear.haha

there was some drama today in school.BIG TIME.shan't elaborate.but we told her bout it and she said some sensible stuff actually haha.we had so much fun talking with with our teachers=).anyways dun worry bout it hun,it'll be alright,follow ur heart and it'll be fine.talk to you tomorrow bout it=)

plus plus plus.fuzz and fai nvr come today=(

anyways.about that thing.it's well....going alright,it's actually a bit better,keeping my mind occupied and life's getting better and funner bit by bit.dun wanna talk bout it.=)

exams r over damn it!!!!

2009-10-13T22:03:00.007+08:00

OMG i so screwed every paper.like seriously-_-but wtv now it's OVER AND TIME TO PLAY!!!ohhhh maybe i'll be piercing another 1 or 2 earholes tomorrow with sma and joash=)

haha ok today was dear brenda's house with sammy,ten and amira=D.so much fun i tell u.and i swear i'm not gonna watch a horror show with them anymore!!had lunch at kfc with the gals and then we were supposed to watch a movie,but got nothing nice soooooo we watched 'GOTHICA'.halle berry acted in it.ehhhh scary for me ok and the rest of them were covering their faces all the time too but the speakers were so damn loud hahaha.anyways left at bout 6 plus?headed to meet my family and ate dinner=)i love them to death lah.

last friday was coming home to sleep and all,sat was tuition,slacking and sun was mugging a math and chem,to no avail of course lol.monday was sleeping during my papers,i was like dead sleepy sooo i still slept like 1am that night cause today i only had to wakr up at 9.30 for math paper=D.it was ok...haha no it was terrible.

i started smsing him again,seems like he's reluctant to,he seems too busy,seems like he's irritated bout that thing.....eeessshhhh

B. dun worry bout him lah,if u r not happy then u should stop it,no use making urself unhappy right?dun worry i still luv ya=)

ok now to U.omg i dun even know why the hell would u think of saying something like that to me.u wanna make yourself feel better?well u can just forget bout it.nothing's gonna change between u and me cause there wasn't anything in the first place.y say things when u ain't doing nothing bout it?wtv.u seem so fake and we dun buy that shit sorry.

ok separate issure now.u still dun get it?well it's kinda obvious.even A. has noticed,that means it's not just me.get control of ur life,if not ur gonna screw it,just like how ur affecting mine,i have them.u have whoever u want to hang with.it's nothing against u so dun take it personally,just remember to observe others more.like what T. said,u have never been around for us,u dun care bout a damn thing UNLESS it concerns u.sorry to put it this way.i know i sound like a bitch but this is the truth,so you gotta face it.

i know i'll always have u gals,thank you so much for hearing me out the past week,after all i've been through,it's not a big problem and it's stupid to let it affect me,u r right,i shouldn't depend on them too much haha.
i love u all so much,u never fail to make my day,u never fail to make me laugh,u never fail to make me realise the truth.i'm so lucky to have all of u.u know what?maybe making new frens and moving on ain't such a bad thing after all.

i'm out=)

exam week!!!

2009-10-08T16:09:00.003+08:00

this is pics are from brenda's house=)

at brenda's club house

random chips,ones's huge,the other's super tiny and the last one's interlocked=)

sam's cream puff

my cream puff

brenda's cream puff

today was geog and chi p2,ok i guess.tomorrow's bio,

monday was boring school.

tue we skipped school to mug for exams=)

yesterday i WANTED to go school ok,but i didn't wake up,sooooo....we went to parkway and met vic and we all went to get mc together.haha so funny lah,then we met brenda and jason and i got my geog file!which i didn't use at all haha.then vic came our house to study,but sam and vic ended up sleeping-_-"but i studied!!!and it payed off for today's test=).i didn't do the whole graph qn but who cares lol.

today was sleeping during chinese paper and not finishing it hahahaha=D.gotta mug bio now!

she's changed but life has to go on.

2009-10-04T13:33:00.003+08:00

ok i dunno why but this week isn' going well.
i'm irritated with some people,with the way u acts,the way u talks,the way u changed.
why can't u realise that ur neglecting everyone for ur own sake?u have changed and i hope u realise it soon.u gotta figure ur own life soon.

ok getting on with reality,i can't remember what happened but on tuesday i went to ICC with sam,dylan,brad and got to know their fren alaina.she's from kc,but she's really nice=).after i ate a lot of ice cream,we went to T3 to TRY and study haha.i did a bit of chem ok!

on wednesday i went to brenda's house!it was awesome,her house is SUPER NICE ok!the interior design,the porch outside and OMG THE VIEW!it's breath taking!!!!haaha i ransacked her fridge=).oh and the awesomest thing is HOW we got to her house,we were driwen by _____,who's my age!a freaking 15 year old!haha brenda was like screaming all the way saying she doesn't wanna die then i sit in the front and say 'wow this fries is delicious'.haha cause we bought macs to eat=D.anyway we were supposed to study but i ended up sleeping with my head in the book and yea.went home at around 6?.great day=)

thurs was el paper!!!!i think it was alright,compre was tough,other than that nothing much i think...only remembered a retarded phone call with sam,fuzz,fai and fai's funny fren ahaha.

fri was ss and chinese paper 1,screwed both up,didn't do a 13 mark qn for ss and for chinese letter writing i was supposed to write about the good attitude and helpfulness of a TAXI DRIVER.butttt i had to misread it and i fucking wrote everything bout a BU DRIVER!!!!omg lah i felt like killing myself but wtv it's over.after school was brenda's house again!!!bout some chips.sushi,cream puffs,gosh was i full.haha i love brenda lah,she so funny,especially with her PRINCE.haha.oh ya she's teaching us a VERY SIMPLE piano song and i hope i can finsh it by the end of this year well because...secret=)

sat was tuition.i dunno why but i like tuition=)it helps ok!

then now i'm supposed to be getting ready to help with the children's day mass.so gtg post somemore next time!

oh ya lately i gotta know him.he's really funny,a tad wierd but nonetheless very interesting to talk to=)

Fucking awesome and worst week!

2009-09-28T00:06:00.003+08:00

ME AT THE RACE TRACK!!!

THIS IS SAMMY AT THE RACE TRACK!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!TODAY I WENT TO WATCH THE F1 FINALS!!!IT'S MY FIRST TIME GOING THERE AND IT WAS FUCKING AWESOMMEEE!!!!THE CARS WERE SO FAST,THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE AND IT WAS SUPER LOUD!BUT I LOVED IT.
we were late and came in when they were on their 4th lap.before i was in my seat i was screaming at sam for us being late haha=)i was just so excited!so anyway we sat there and when they were on their l like 12th lap,me and sam went to get a drink.so expensive!1 bottle of coke is $5.they're freaking robbing us seh!so anyway we left our bags on the seat cause aunty may was there.and sam decided to go meet ted.WHO WAS IN ZONE 4 WHILE WE WERE IN ZONE 1.oh,there's only 4 zones.zone 1 and 4 are like at the 2 opposite ends!crazy sia.but anyway we just left without out bags and went to singapore flyer and bought a $3 large drink=D.walked for 45min to meet ted at the esplanade.i was so fucking pissed with sam cause i wanted to see the final lap at our seats cause our seats were NEXT TO THE PIT STOP!but i was like 'u make me come all the way here and u want to go back?!'.i screamed at her a lot,cause i was irritated PLUS IT WAS SO DAMN NOISY.sorry sammy=).haha anyway i was like so close to the cars and it was super super fun!met ted at the esplanade and he was saying he came by helicopter
-_-"....
haha anyway.talk a bit,met his parents and sis.sat there for like half an hour?i think his parents are super fun and funny=)
they were so friendly with us u know!i enjoyed meeting them.PLUS TED IS JUST LIKE HIS DAD!after the race ended,we got to walk on the tracks cause they opened it up for the public.only managed to take like 5 pics,ted didn't let me take of him then he go and take candid shot of me,i feel like killing him!haha.but anyway,it was an
AWESOME EXPERIENCE,I LOVED IT TO THE MAX!AND I AM DEFINITELY GOING NEXT YEAR!WITH MY FRENS!!!

last saturday was helping out at my mum's company's kids fashion show!the kids are ADORABLE TO THE MAX!!!they're all with agencies so i was like...wow....haha and most were like 6 or 8 years old.anyway had tons of fun!

last sunday was our last attachment class.then after that went to imran's house with sam and fuzz for his open house.his house is SO NIICCEEE!!!!the food was delicious and we laughed like crap.thoroughly enjoyed it=).

monday was basically baking till 3am!

then on tue we had our bake sale!we sold everything and made like $230,without minusing ingredients price.but wtv=)

then on wed was normal school.and i had to fucking be so damn careless.

thur was a whole lot of shit drama,cried so much and i fucking hate myself to the core.i prayed and prayed BUT nothing happened.so like yea....

fri was still fucking terrible but at least i got to keep my mind off IT cause it was the primary 2 first reconciliation!and and i met a new guy called BJORN VARELLA.his name is super COOL!he's really skinny,eurasian,represents his school in bowling,and guess what school he's from?RAFFLES INSTITUITION!gosh,i didn't even know someone in that school existed in our church.no offence=).oh an i started talking to another guy too.secret=)

sat was alright.had tuition.realised that i'm so stupid.haha like that's a first.then i did some work=)

then TODAY IS SO DAMN FREAKING AWESOME!!!!ok we had our last church class for the year,damn sad lah please=(.then our teachers were asking me which guys i would choose to be in my camp grp if i had the opprtunity to choose.i said 4 of the guys who i actually TALK to.then they said "so who u want?"....i just blurted "oh all 4 also can=)".....***loud loud commotion and lots of teasing***...that's why i didn't want to tell them!!

then it was the primary 3 first holy communion.before that walked all the way to siglap macs to eat waith sam,dylan,earl,petrina,louis.after lunch,we went back to church and helped out.MY FEET SO MANY BLISTERS FROM WALKING!
and halfway while walking guess what happened?the bottom of my shoe CAME OFF.it literally broke!they were all laughing when i showed them my shoe but i just continued walking=).the event turned out alright and it was fun too=)

oh and f.dun worry bout nothing now.just wait till exams r over k?=)

cupids and hearts

2009-09-19T00:52:00.005+08:00

this is her,u know the meaning of these pics and what they mean to both of you,so believe in them and you'll get through this.=)

many photos=)

2009-09-19T00:17:00.005+08:00

this is my big brother joash!haha he dun like the camera=)

omg my younger brother matthew is soooo cutteee!!!!!

he's still supr cute.and he's damn vain ok,he ASKED me to take this photo,he was like 'amanda amanda take me take me!=D"

this is my parents<3

and this is my pretty little twin sis sammy!=D

whole month of drama!!!!

2009-09-18T23:51:00.003+08:00

lots lots lots lots and lots of drama this whole month,my mind's gonna burst thinking of them.

ok 1 long month has passed since my last post and honestly i can't remember what happened.=)haha

only know that i went out A WHOLE LOT LIKE SERIOUSLY ALL PLAY AND NO STUDY!haha which means i'm screwed seh!

went orchard a lot and today went bugis with sam,fai,brenda and ernie.lots of fun and brenda is so funny lah i tell u=D

yesterday was shit,i just broke down cause i couldn't take evrything but it ended well,i talked with my mum and other stuff in my life got much better that night.stupid T. i call u nvr pick up.sms also never get-_-"

i also found out how bitchy some gals are!=O...scary seh...

other stuff that happened the past month....
-we screwed the teacher's day audition and didn't get in.heartbreaking really but jamming was AWESOME.
-i screwed all my term 3 tests and my results suck
-watched the propasal
-went out to tampines and orchard a lot
-cip at east coast was fun
-OH I TOOK MY IC PHOTO!!!haha
-went back to primary school and saw my frens!i miss those losers so much please,it's like we never separated.that's good=)
-caught bandslam,sucks so dun waste ur money.
-baked at fuzz's house was super ultra major fun can
-holidays came,didn't do anything
-holidays went
-school started and i think i did well for my lit FYE!
-i suddenly started to miss HIM.gosh.
-THERE'S A LOT A LOT MORE.but cannot remember=)

oh wed was one of the most devastating days of my life,it just ended without reason.to see her break down like that just tore me apart and affected me so much.i felt pathtic cause i didn't know what to do.it all seems SO SURREAL to me still,she's getting better and i'm doing the best i can.i dun wanna post much more bout that day.

yesterday was the airport with sam,fuzz,fai and amira.the T3 viewing mall is THE CONFESSION PLACE.many tears were shed and sad stories were told.i was heartbroken on thur too,she wasn't any better.got her mind off it sometimes though.today was sad but very very meaningful and whatever was said there stays there.promised.

to my dear best fren,dun be sad that it's over,before what u told me he said i would have said things that asked u to not be sad over the split but now i won't,because u have heard enough of words that just tell u to not cry and cheer up.u have heard what he has to say and u know in ur heart what u want to do.dun doubt that decision or u may miss the chance and never get it back.wait and you'll see what i mean that the sun will always come up after a storm.i'm here for u and we all are backing u up.believe and trust in what u want and dun be scared of the future because u dunno what the future holds.i know deep down inside that he loves u as much as u love him,there's no way one can stop loving another in such a short period.he's said what he needs to and dun worry bout anything else cause u can hang on and wait but u MUST get on with life cause u can't put everything on hold k?stay strong and i love you.=)

super awesomest week!

2009-08-15T14:40:00.003+08:00

my blod is so dead but anyway....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IMRAN!i know u for 7 years alreasy u know=)ok i'm not gonna wish u anything here cause i already wrote u a super long letter so be happy cause it took 'time,effort,paper and ink!'HAHAHAHA.

I MISS MY PARENTS SOOO MUCH!=(
they left for a holiday,just the 2 of them,without us....sigh....but but they're comeing back on monday!i'm so excited!=D

PLUS WE WON THA NATIONAL DAY TALENT COMPETITION!!!we were all soooo happy,all the hard work and staying back and practicing during recess and after school finally paid off,we wanna tank those who voted for us,4e3 for their help and most importantly MS NG FOR HER UNDIVIDED SUPPORT AND GUIDANCE WITHOUT WHOM WE COULD NEVER HAVE DONE IT!!!

after that went out with the clique,gosh it's been forever since it was just the 5 of us=D.went to siglap for macs,me and fuzz danced and sang along the roadside haha,pp were like -_-" and sam,ten and amira were like 'u guys are crazy and i do not know u' that kind of face lol.went to watch 'UP' at lido,AWESOME show.me and fuzz cried and laughed like nobody's busimess haha.then we shopped till i lterally felt like dropping,fuzz can shop a hell lot.

sat went out with my family!watched GI JOE.super duper coool!channing tatum and that korean guy is super cool and hot=)
haha.joash is so mean i tell u when i asked 'isn;t my dress pretty?'.he answered 'haha yea....pretty UGLY'...i want to cry i tell u!lol.

sunday was nothing much,spent time with my famile,monday my parents left and yea....

tue was out to tampines with sam,fuzz,vic,fai and nat.shop shop and walk walk.met with my cousins and brothers and we headed ti the tampines GIANT AND IKEA.went home around 9.45pm.so freaking tired.

wed was skipping cca to study for A math test the next day.

thur was screwing A math test!and went to ICC with fuzz,sam,hui nee,imran and his frens to celebarte imran's 16th b'day!camwhored a lot and ate till i was super full.

fri was the super fun workshop!so sad got no more=(.then ate at KFC with sam and amira.rushed back home,got ready for my cousin's 21st b'day.went there,SUPER WIERD at first,all older pp.he brought like 15 of his frens?but at least got my cousins there.food was nice.lots of leftovers.i think i gained 10 pounds!haha.i helped sreve all his frens this drink made from sparkling wine and crushed fruit juice.yes they froze the fruit juice and crushedd it!lol.i tried it,it was quite nice and sam was like 'i like!!!!'....haha she drunk i tell u.jkjl=).

today is where i am at now.maybe will go out later with my cousin and siblings.pics will come up soon!

ps:u seem so caught up in everything so i suppose i shouldn't disturb u.u make it seem that everyon'e so unimportant,how'd u like it if i tell u what u told me?screw that.i'll just end this.

trying to hold onto something so important.

2009-08-02T22:40:00.003+08:00

today was great!!!i LOVE LOVE LOVE my P2 kids=D.they're turning 8 this year and they're adorable i swear.haha i'm talking bout the class i'm attached to for my service attachment,dun get me wrong,i dun have 20 over kids!

After class waited for sam and dylan,theor class boys got scolded and stuff,misbehaved see -_-"....then bought a drink with sam while dylan went to well...'ventilate'...then we all went to the children's mass,ted sat with us today too.he sat next to dylan,dylan sat next to me and i sat next to sam=D.it was damn fun and i swear dylan pinched me so damn painful ok!stupid boy,dunno what's wrong with him.haha then we talked and talked and it was great.

OH!my mum saw us and she was like 'that one beside u is dylan is it?the shorter one ah?the other one thaddeus right?'.haha so now she knows all my guy frens...i even talked to her about them in the car when just the 2 of us went to buy lunch.haha i can't believe we talked about boys...

yesterday was at the playground with sam,fuzz,imran,F. and R. haha.chilled for a while...well like over 2 hours.gosh time just flew by...it was fun.
HAPPY 5TH MONTH FUZZ AND IMRAN!

friday was changi airport with sam,ten,natasha and amira.
talked a lot a lot with nat,told her bout my 'problems' too.thank you nat=D
ate popeyes and hung out at the viewing mall.
ten tried to teach me how to say 'sorry' in thai.complete disaster!
while trying to say 'sorry' in thai,i managed to learn the words gay,neck,fart in thai!!!
OMG itw as hilarious.i was rolling all over the airport floor,the lady was looking at me like -_-"....

T. i guess ur right.we'll wait.

exams sucked but today was good

2009-07-30T22:19:00.003+08:00

went to airport last friday,studied a bit,ate at popeyes and went home with sam and hui nee...dun wanna say anything bout it.

Today was shit,the whole of this week is like shit...today i had fever in the morning,had to do A math paper in VP's office-_-
got flu and cough now,hope gets better by next week.

BUT BUT BUT WE GOT THROUGHT THE NATIONAL DAY PERFORMANCE THING AND GONNA PERFORM!!WHOO!!!!=D.SO EXCITED!!!!!!!=D

today had our first rehearsal after we added all the instruments and it was AWESOME!ms ng's playing the keyboard tooo=)
i scared my voice dun recover in time then screw everthing...
Oh!our new self-written song is awesome too=D.sam wrote the lyrics,amanda sng wrote the melody!haha
me,sam,fuzz and amanda sng are the vocalists,
amanda sng,hui nee and yi ting are guitarists,
fai's the drummer and ms ng's the pianist!!!
THIS IS GOING TO BE AN AWESOME 3E2 EXPERIENCE=D.can't wait seh...

tomorrow's 2.4km run,dunno if i'm running cause still sick,but i dun wanna take re-test alone...

today after rehearsals we ate at pizza hut and went PP with sam,fuzz,fai and hui nee.cabbed home,i swear the taxi driver was CRAZY!he drive like mad,speeding and getting angry with us cause he dunno how to get to st pats road-_-....me and fuzz were like clinging onto each other for dear life!haha damn funny.

today was great,exams sucked and tomorrow will be better.

i can't stop thinking about it,it's not my right i know but when it happens it makes me so sad,it makes us feel....it's getting better for me now but it isn't going away...only T. & S. know how i really feel.i'm sorry.

funny memories=)

2009-07-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

ok anyway back to the present!i started my church service attachment and the first one was horrible,i was separated from sam and my partner didin't come!urgh...oh Mr Peh is our new BIO teacher and he's so damn fun!i can actually understand what he teaches=D

Last week(12th-19th july):

Sun,-went for church,nothing much...oh conferenced with yuuki and evelyn and fuzz,real hilarious and cool bunch they are=D

Mon-while running for NAPFA hui nee fell and hurt herself real bad.we went with her to sickbay and i helped dressed her wounds,got the medicine all over my hands haha.sam,fuzz,fai and amanda sng were there too.then both hui nee's knees were bandaged and arms also had plasters and bandages.then had the EL compo CA which sucked like shit,couldn't complete my freaking essay but whatever.hung out at Tampines for a while with sam,fuzz,fai and amira,we also met Bianca,talked for like half an hour before heading home.

Tue-i really can't remember.only know that after school we wnt to ICC!along with sam,fuzz,fai,hui nee,amira,imran and amanda sng.haha then met ted and dylan there too.talked to the ted and dylan bout...=)...thenheaded to hui nee's house watch titanic!her house is really nice too=)then headed home round 6.

Wed-honestly i can't remember A THING about what happened in school haha.but i know we got new SS teacher...after school ate at magic wok with sam and fai,talked and laughed a lot.then payed hui nee a visit cause she was absent due to her injury=(

Thur-headed to PP with sam for a while,bought subway cookies before heading home=)

Fri-After school ate at the prata stall behind school with the clique!OMG it's been so long=D.dad fetched us and we went to some stadium and watched my cute little bro run his first 1.6km=)i tell u ah!at first all was well then he started to walk so i wanted to cheer him but like so embarressing so nvr.but i waved and used hand signs to tell him to go faster.haha he covered his face and looked embarressed.haha he damn cute lah,then last round he walk again,this time better ah,he walk,his fren walk and then THEY START TALKING!i was like MATTHEW RUN LAH!!!LOL,i met some of his frens,so cute lah all of them=D.today was fun.oh and i ran 2.4km that evening!!!!

Sat-woke up late,rushed to SIA sports club and played badminton,swam and had dinner with family at old airport road=),nice to spend quality time with them.

Sun-had the second session as a catechist(it's a teacher for religious class) attachee.=).sam was with me,but only for this one class,then i'll be stuck alone with louis...anyway,class was alright,after that attended mass and dylan was sitting behind us,i introduced him to my mum haha.(no other intentions ok!)gosh i saw so many people that day,oh and jeremy was like so shy when he was collecting money haha.after mass,stayed backed to help with the Pri 3 workshop,sam,dylan,michelle,angeline and joshua were in my grp,the last 2 aren't in my class but anyway.it was SUPER fun!we had to help the kids to guide their blindfolded parents through a course.it was fun to talk a lot with everyone and after everything me,sam,dylan,earl and michelle hung out at some class and we talked a lot.they talked bout cigerattes and condoms-_-...
haha then i was sitting facing dylan and i suddenly say
'EH DYLAN U NVR ZIP UR PANTS!' haha then everyone laugh
then he say 'WHY U LOOK?!'
'I DIDN'T MEAN TO LOOK!ACCIDENT ONLY!'
HAHAHAHA damn funny=D.then when my mum pick me up she saw the guys she say
'all those guys,none of them ur bf ah?'
'no lah!nvr ever!'
LOL that day was damn fun!

Yesterday was NAPFA,it was ok,went with fuzz to the stations...managed to pass everything=D.after that went to PP with sam,fuzz,fai,hui nee.ate Swensens and then wewnt home=).gosh i failed my math and A math test=(....oh well,i just started tuition for both maths with sam and natasha=)let's see how it goes...

Sunday class are the best

2009-07-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

I just realised that after confirmation next year(it's kind of a 'graduation' thing from church class),i'm gonna be freaking sad.because i've been with those people for 9yrs now,and that's more than half my life!gosh i'll miss those times...

From year1-2 basically i can't remember=)

From Year 3-4,i didn't like the guys and always fought with them=).i'll miss...
the times when i used to sshout and argue with all the guys,
the times when i used to think that guys were asses,
the times when they really acted like bigshots haha,
everytime they got scolded=)

From Year 5-6,gals stopped communicating with the guys.the atmosphere was kinda awkward,haha puberty maybe=)...i'll miss...
the times when the guys played soccer in class(using whatever they found,makers,bottles,etc)
the times when the 'ball' went under a gal's chair and they had to retrieve it LOL,
the times when the gals didn't LET the guys take it cause they were so irritated by them,
the times when they got in big trouble for playing around,
the times where it was TABOO for either genders to speak to one another(or else you'll be teased)

From Yeat 6 onwards,which is sec 1.i statred talking to the guys cause we had camps and had to interact,the camps were awesome and my teachers are cool too!=D.they're young and can relate to us better.they guys are actually really nice,i am quite close to a few guys in my class,A FEW ok,not like gazillions like sam always says.-_-

Year 6 was our first camp and it was so fun!haha and there was a whole fun story=)
Year 7 we had our second camp and this time was slightly awkward cause of the marcus issue...haha
and now is Year 8!i can't wait for our last camp=)
basically now the guys and gals are much more sociable and it's enjoyable to go to class=D

ok i shall post about it another time in the future=D

MORE PICS!

2009-07-12T20:53:00.007+08:00

PICS WITH MY FRENS AT PARKWAY!=D

Pics at the Park=)

Many pics!

2009-07-12T00:43:00.007+08:00

Pics of my AWESOME classmates=D

Pics with fuzz and sammy at the playground

School's IN!

2009-07-11T23:32:00.004+08:00

OK LIKE SERIOUSLY MY BLOG'S DEAD!i haven't posted in like 4eva haha anyway i'll begin now=D

so...june holiday's were a WASTE.basically i get up at like 1pm,eat lunch,watch tv,use com,eat dinner,watch more tv and sleep at like 3am?haha really that's what i did.i went swimming,played badminton and ran a few times but very irregularly.anyway june holidays were straight BORING.oh but if i do well for my O levels next year i may be able to go to BALI AND PHUKET next year!haha i wish i could go really but oh well gotta wait and see.

so let's skip all the daydreaming and boring hols and begin talking bout reality!
so 2 weeks of school has passed AND yes it's been fun=)cause i've missed those gals so damn much haha.
let's go through my 2 past weeks...

First week:
erm...haha can't remember...oh!these are the things...

Mon:
-fuzz and ten are on LOA...which sucked=(
-recess was now split into level recesses.
-stupid swine fu exercises
-i'm put in a 'special class' for A maths.at least nat and sammy are with me=)
Tue:
-met up with fuzz,along with sam,tania to have lunch with hr family.who r a cool bunch,her parents are super
nice,wonder how their daughter became so crazy,haha fuzz i'm jk=)so had lunch at some chinese place in parkway
basement.nice food.immie came later.shopped for accesories,had a funny meeting between immie and fuzz's dad
haha.cabbed home.
Wed:
-met up with fuzz along with sam,amira at TAKA,like seriously,we were 3 green pp among the sea of pp,not very hard
to spot haha.so anyway decided to have lunch at macs which took years to decide.lol.then cabbed homw AGAIN,officially
broke now.
Thur-Sat:
-nothing much,met up with fuzz and immie at playground,chilled,talked...that's bout it.
Sun:
-went for class,dreat to see my class again!
-met fuzz and immie for lunch at Raimah's
-went to airport with sam,while waiting for cousins and brothers to meet us for dinner.walked from 4.30 till 7.30,we walked
from T3 to T1 to T2 to T3 and back to T2 for lunch at Swensens!spent $140+ there lol.oh well,it was great fun and me and
sam talked a lot.oh and we saw dharmen at T3 with SO MANY gals haha.

Second week:

Mon:
-Youth day,so it was a holday
-tried rushing like crazy to finsh my overdue work,but obviously i didn't haha=)
-slept at 5.20am!!!!
Tue:
-gosh i was EXHAUSTED
-fuzz and ten FINALLY came back!=D
-met the clique at the canteen in the morning and ten bought us gifts...aww so sweet right?thank you ten i love u!!!
-school flew by,headed to ICC after school!!!free mix-ins!!!sam went there later,she had some stupid meeting=(
-oh!i saw ted,dylan and marcus today!!!haha dunnno why i'm so happy=)
-laughed like hell at ICC,with fuzz,amira,fai,hui nee and immie
-saw some pp get into trouble for like smoking then got some health something officer come...oh well too bad
-amira and hui nee left,sammy came=)
-ate ice cream while walking to the park/playgound
-camwhored a lot.and talked a lot too.walked back home after an hour or so
Wed:
-had my El oral and i loved it!haha dunno if i scored well,spoke with that english accent which comes quite naturally now=)
-went to subway at parkway with hui nee to meet fai and amira,sam and fuzz met us later
-camwhored a lot again.had a whole lot of fun!
Thur:
-dunno what happened in school today...oh i took height & weight.dun even ask.i'm depressed bout it=(
-went to parkway and ate at subway AGAIN with sam,fuzz,fai,hui nee,vic,tessa and immie
-did chinese project,spoke to him,tried to make him feel better
-oh i saw marcus AGAIN haha!
-swam at 8pm.yes u saw correctly,AT NIGHT haha.so swam bout 14 laps and chilled at the jaccuzi,looked at the stars and the
big bright moon,it was a beautiful night=)
Fri:
-school was horrible,i cried like hell cause of my maths test...
-hung out behind school before my dad brought us to eat lunch.
-came home and napped from 4+ till 8.30 HAHA.i didn't believe it at first,that it was so late.
-slept at 4am,suppose to get up at 6am to pick my mum from the airport
Sat:
-woke up at 10am.SHIT.my mum was already home=(
-so i went back to sleep=D.haha.woke up again at 1pm
-had lunch at 3pm,did some homework!like finally...
-used com and bathed at 7
-ate dinner out with family=)
-HERE I AM AT 12.30AM

It's been 2 weeks of FUN.I've got a lot closer to fai,hui nee and nat!=D
but now the tough part begins.,my CAs are coming up in 2 weeks and thats scary.
i've felt real dejected lately but i can't figure out why.
Plus i dunno why i dun really like the feeling of her being around so much.she's real nice but it's suffocating at times,we need our space.
sigh...and i'm trying to help him out,but he's...nvm...oh well
gosh...this has been a week of drama
oh well.here are the pics of the past 2 weeks.=)

Funny quiz

2009-06-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

i just got this from fai!=)

Here's what you're supposed to do: JUST ANSWER. Be creative and dig deep within yourself for the answer. There is no limitation to how you answer a question. Point is: JUST ANSWER!
DO THIS ON YOUR OWN NOTE. DO NOT ANSWER THE QUESTIONS AS A COMMENT! DO THIS AS YOUR OWN NOTE!
If you already answered what the question asks of you, then skip it and type "NIL" instead.
ONE MORE THING: TAG AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN WHEN YOU'RE DONE, OK??

Then here we go...

If I was an American...
ANS: I would meet cute americans=)and HAVE A LIFE

If I was a Japanese...
ANS: I would meet cute japanese people!haha and go hot springs!

If I was a member of a platinum selling group like N'Sync, Destiny's Child, etc...
ANS: I would be famous and rich?and donate to charity!

If I was an only child...
ANS: Life would be boring....

If I was a rock star...
ANS: I would go deaf.

If I was Hannah Montana...
ANS: I'd meet dakota fanning,selena gomez and other people.

If I was homeless...
ANS: I'll still have my family.

If I was Perez Hilton...
ANS: Who's that?

If I was Barack Obama...
ANS: I dunno...i'd be married,have 2 daughters and have to govern america...i think i'll take a long holiday,,,

If my life was a hit musical...
ANS: Haha everyone would sing about me=)

If I was fighting in Iraq...
ANS: I think i'll die

If I was an animal..
ANS: I'll be a puppy.

If I was a lawyer...
ANS: I'll have lots of money!

If I was an actor...
ANS: I'd win the Oscars...that's the acting award right?

If I was Paris Hilton...
ANS: I wouldn't be single,nor a virgin but i''ll have a NEW BFF in every country.

If I was an astronaut...
ANS: I'd draw on the moon=D

If I could rule the world...
ANS: yea like that's gonna happen.

If I worked in a school cafeteria...
ANS: Everyone would die of food poisoning.

If I was home alone...
ANS: I'll be daydreaming.

If I wasn't home alone...
ANS: still dreaming,,,,

If I were the opposite sex...
ANS: I'd try to figure why they're so hard to understand and why they think gals are hard to figure out.

If I were a gadget...
ANS: I'd be one of a kind.

If I was a website...
ANS: Erm...i wouldn't be alive.

If I was a gangster...
ANS: I'll be real tough and brave and...haha like that'll be true.

Well, this is reality... But let's have fun. Would you replace the life you have now for any one of the things you mentioned?
ANS: Yea being an actress,duh?

Haaha this was fun=D

holidays!

2009-06-07T21:39:00.002+08:00

it's been a month since the last post and honestly i can't remember what happened at all...

remembered watching night at the museum 2 and went out a lot with the gang.

fuzz went back to bali a few days back,ten went back to thailand too=(and i'm stuck in singapore.i'm missing them so much...sounds wierd but u get the point.

did real badly for MYE but my parents didn't scold me,which was really different from the previous times.just got back from the sports club,freaking tired i tell u.played badminton for about 2 hours,well that is how long the court was booked but i guess i played a while,then swam 30 laps,i'm still giddy from that much swimming,had dinner at the Aston's there and played pool!=D.it was a really fun day.

oh!i watched finished boys over flowers,i got so addicted to it,i couldn't stop thinking about it=)but now it's ok,haven't watched the extra parts yet and i didn't like the ending...i shan't be a spoiler but seriously it was lame-_-"....

gonna try to work out and study more during the next 3 weeks of holiday,doubt i'll be going out much haha.

urgh i swear sometimes some pp really get on my nerves!i know i'm supposed to feel sorry for them but like they keep hovering around,it's annoying.shan't elaborate.

still wanna watch harry potter,the proposal and hannah montana movie,some pp hate her,i dun like her but i still wanna watch it,u dun have to like the actress to like the story right?=)

exams r over

2009-05-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG WAS DEAD!!!!BUT NOT ANYMOREEE=D

hellooo pp!i'm so high now cause it's 11pm and like what fuzz says 'the sky is high and my parents got married in july...' or wtv it is haha ANYWAY....

THE EXAMS ARE OVER!and boy are we free,well not really cause there's e-learning and cca.heck i dun care.

i forgot what i did the past week srry=) haha but mainly i mugged for the exams.they went alright,i'm very sure i'm failing A and E math but i think i'll pass the rest=D.it's an improvement and i was better prepared...well not really but i worked my butt off for bio so i think it'll be ok.

i remembered going to PP with sam,fuzz,amira and fai.met a lot of TKGians there...THEN me and sam and fai headed to T3!ate popeye's and then went to the viewing mall.whole time was talking about gossips and boys and whatever came to mind.she's so funny and super crazy=)stayed there for like 2h or something hahai saw some guy 'checking her out'.lol.soon we hopped on the mrt and headed home.

went to kallang leisure on tue,the last day of exam!we ate kfc,went bowling,saw amanda fong and frens and watched 'X-men...(something) wolverine'.haha i can't remember the name but it was a nice show!i cried at 2 parts,1 was when his gf 'died' and the 2nd part was when he found out that his gf 'dying' was all a lie.sigh.anyway only me and sam bowled,and fuzz,ten,amira and esther watched.fuz and esther didn't stay for the movie though.slacked around after the movie then went home.

( F. i hope ur feeling better=D )

messed up week

2009-05-06T21:09:00.003+08:00

this week has been oh so stressful!

been down to orchard to change my wound dressing a few times,
mugging for MYE now,
i got catechist for my service attachment for church=)

on tue went to ICC and laughed a hell lot with sam,fuzz and imran,he was pretending to be some singer that was so famous and imran said 'i'm so famous that the bus is on my face...'
HAHA and then later he was mumbling some words about a joke saying 'don't rape me' and i was like 'huh?doe re me?'...then in the end the joke was that his name was 'Alex Garcia and he got famous for getting his face hit by a bus and his song 'don't rape me'....OMG it was hilarious.

HIS grandma passed away on sunday,if u checked the papers for 'Mary fu' you'll see how important she was....
so he came back from aussie for the funeral...i dun wanna elaborate anymore
i thought i wa over him,but now...sigh...
head's in a freaking mess with mixed emotions and stupid exams and he's leaving tomorrow...
oh wel,u can't always have a happy ending in life...

painful toe operation

2009-04-29T21:54:00.003+08:00

this week has been a painful one=(.I HAD 3/4 OF MY TOENAIL REMOVED AND 3 FREAKING INJECTIONS ON THE SAME TOE!!!

ANYWAY....story is....

i have been having this ingrown nail for a long time and on monday i went to the doctor and had it checked.it was bleeding and having pus again (sounds disgusting).then the doctor decided that i had to go through this minor operation to remove the ingrown nail.i started freaking out like hell when i found out that i needed an injection and then i started crying.(yes,i am deathly afraid of injections).so when i went to the 'Surgery room' i was still tearing.but my sis and mum were there too.sigh...then he injected my toe and it was painful like normal jabs,i thought it was over but no...

he was still holding the freaking syringe and after he said he needed to inject another part i said 'huh?!i thought only need 1 jab!i dun wan i dun wan...just kill me,i dun want it'...haha i was such a baby.but this jab was f**king pain ok,he injected the ingrown nail area.

if u can't imagine the pain,try imagining injecting a REALLY DEEP CUT.yes that's how painful it was.and it lasted so damn long and i was crying cause it freaking hurt.sam said she felt so sorry for me,it broke her heart or something watching me like that.haha=)then it was numb and they tied a rubber band to like stop blood flow,so they removed the left part of the nail.when i saw it,it was blue-_-".ya and my skin looked like it was dead,like corpse colour...haha so sick.

then i was contemplating if i should have the other small part of the same toenail removed cause there was a small ingrown nail there.i didn't want to risk it getting all bad and because my toe was already numb,i had it removed.so i had another jab and now my toe has only the center portion of the nail.

oh well and then i couldn't feel anything cause of the anesthesia which fuzz pronounces as 'anastasia'.lol.but i had the dressing changed today and till now it still hurts cause there ain't no anesthesia and the cream the nurse applied makes it 'burn'...this sam ah,went to video it u know!she's so crazy,luckily she never video the operation.=D

yesterday was ICC with sam,fuzz,fai,vuc ,rach and paige!it was super fun,bitching sessions=).haha,i'm so happy we talked to fuzz about that issue.like last time i was afraid to tell my frens stuff in case they didn't like me.but now i know i've got sam,fuzz,ten and amira who're the bestest frens anyone could wish for=D

2009-04-25T15:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was AWESOME!went to Plaza Sing. with sammy,fuzzy,amireh and immie.=)we watched fast and furious 4,i swear i had a heart attack almost a million times!i jumped every second there was something loud,haha ask sam.ate at Swensens and then me and sam headed to orchard to mmet my mum=D.although the day was short,it was great!THX FOR COMING OUT WITH US GUYS=)
[btw fuzz,orchard got so many ___ ____,hehe=D]

Oh and here's somthing to laugh at:

Dear Faustina,
I don't really know how to tell you this,our affair is over. I think I realized it when I tripped on peanut butter with George Bush and Stephen Harper and I saw you sit on my ‘My Little Pony’ collection. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand that I'm allergic to your earlobes.I'm returning your old New Kids on the Block blanket to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory.You should also know that I love your sweet, sweet ass and I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon.
Greetings to your frog Leonard,
Amanda

Here's how you do it:

Dear (the last person you texted),
I don't really know how to tell you this,(1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7).I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory.You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12),
(Your Name)
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1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Others- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – My ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other -The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Bitchy
Others -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself.

HAHA I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF,I STILL LUV U FUZZ!=)

birthday!!!

2009-04-23T21:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMY!!!and to me also haha=)so anyways today was our 15th b'day and i had so much fun=D.haha today I started school by being late but luckily we got UNBOOKED cause like 10 of us were on the same bus haha.but i still got booked for name tag-_-"...speaking of which,i think i lost my booking slip!!!oh crap i'm screwed...haha

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR UR B'DAY WISHES AND HUGS AND POST-ITS=D

I feel so old now...sigh...haha then after school we went to Kallang Leisure with sam,fuzz,imran,esther,ernie,duan yi and brenda!!!we ate at KFC while THOSE 2 went pasta mania haha.then we played bowling!that was one hell of a fun time,laughed like crap and i had a few spares and stikes=)hehe.but soon after that we went home with imran and fuzz,and at night at 'the ship' with my family.so tired...anyway,i'm going to celebrate my b'day AGAIN tomorrow=)haha yes again...with my very best frens!

memories

2009-04-21T21:01:00.003+08:00

Sammy,me and fuzz!

Ten and me

A pic with us,fuzz and her frens

this is my awesome best fren fuzz and me=)

this is our clique at VIVO last year=D

another pic!

this is anisa,me and simret at last year's sport's day

Just felt like putting up old and current photos=)sigh...the memories.
anyway exams are here!and i haven't freaking touched a book!!!
just not in the mood,so tired these days.oh today amira came over my house to watch 'angus,thongs and perfect snogging'.it's a funny show and then headed to met fuzz at playground to slack for an hour and she met him.haha.

today during chem i was sitting at the last row with fuzz,sammy and ten.we all using com=)taking pics and all with our phones haha,it was fun.anyways can't wait for friday!!!going out to celebrate although we have exams haha,whoots!!!

FUNtastic day

2009-04-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY FAUSTINA SARI SETIAWAN!sorry this is one day late haha,didin't have time to post.anyways today was a FUNTASTIC DAY!!!!we went out to celebrate fuzz's b'day.she's a a gal who is awesome and my best fren fuzz=D!and it was a hell lot of fun,we were supposed to meet her at tampines mall at 1pm but when i woke up and checked my phone it was 1.03pm!!!i was like OMG!then rush and bath and went to TM and ate pizza hut(fuzz's treat) and there was fuzz,imran,novia,syuhaida,anthony,hengky,anthony,try,france or something haha they're fuzz's frens see...all the guys left after lunch and imran had to go soon after so the gals went shopping!well only fuzz and novia did,at tampines 1.then we went to watch '17 again' at Century Square!!!it's a freaking awesome show and me and fuzz were crying when Zac Efron was like reading a very touching letter at court....oh well then we headed to tampines 1 again,met imran and window shopped more and headed home=)it was soo fun!

yesterday me,sam,fuzz,ten,amira,esther and victoria went to tampines too so it's like going there 2 days in a row=O!!!we went window shopping at tampines 1 and then we ate at Macs at TM and we ate cake and we were putting cake all over fuzz and the rest of us had cake on ourselves then we p,layed a game of 'hide and seek' with fuzz's sweater haha that was so fuz,we kept hiding her sweater and switching it to different bags but in the end it was with me=D.hehe..then we headed home and then i went home to change and went to the playground nearby with sam,fuzz,tania,james and debby.we were playing with the little kids and we were so childish haha...

the past week has been so darn tiring!lessons after lessons and omg,math supp after math supp,it's killing me here!
but i know i have to buck up or my parents will be real disappointed...sigh...i remembered watching 'confessions of a shopaholic' but i forgot when...it was a nice show too...

me and my sis's b'day is coming up and i can't and can wait!cause i still dun wanna grow up haha but i have no choice=(.but i better make the best of it=)

confessions

2009-04-13T16:01:00.002+08:00

so long never post.the hello campaign on sat was fun=)but church that night was from 8 till like 11.30pm...so damn tiring.school's been quite fun,amazingly haha.

fuzzy's b'day is coming up and mine is on 23rd april=D.can't wait!actually i can,dun wanna grow old=(.haha

oh yea,that guy i blogged about,asked me again,should i accept or not...i told him i liked another guy...wonder if thats true?...haha and fuzz ah,it ain't confidential with u knowing,i'm joking woman=)

other than that school's been ok,oh ya!my toenail was like injured so i wore slippers on sports day and this gal went to STEP ON IT,and it started bleeding like hell and we were heading to assemble at the field,so i was like tearing while walking there.that person didn't even apologise or heaven's sake!but it's gotten better but i'm still wearing sandals to school for the time being.

2009-04-03T18:23:00.002+08:00

This week was super tiring=(...maybe it's just cause i dun sleep enough haha....my dad bought new DVDs!!!i asked him to buy the harru potter series and my mum's boss bought us TWILIGHT!!!!!!HAHAHA...i luv luv luv that movie,ok some of the effects sux but they had a small budget and such a short time and because i love the books so i will definitely watch the movies,i love the harry potter books and movies too=D...actuallt they're pretty much the only books i read cause i like those kind=)hehe...anyway twilight is sooo niceee,haha i'll be getting on px's nerves right about now,i think emma watson and alice and victoria are really pretty,jasper and emmett and james are good looking too hehe=),james has like six-pack!buti ain't drooling over him k...i CANNOT wait for the next harry potter movie in like july i think plus new moon!like dakota fanning is in it and i like her acting,she has that other worldly too!

oh ya rachel didn't come school today too and i am super lonely in class...i miss her lah,she's so funny=(...anyways i had a math test today which i didn't know till on the way to school cause sam told mee,so i didn't study but it was ok...let's see what else,oh i went dentist and skipped A math...

BUT the MOST shocking thing happened on tuesday night...i smsed this guy,asking bout an incident that happened on sunday and he called me back then we were talking and he was super friendly,and i was thinking 'ok...when was he this chummy with me'.then he was talking bout him turning over a new leaf and stuff cause of the gal he likes,i asked who and when he didn't say,he asked me to guess,i gave up guessing so he said "you"....i started laughing,i'm sorry,i know it was mean,but i didn't know how to react,i mean like what was i supposed to say?he asked me to date him but i declined,but that was onlt the next day so i couldn't sleep the whole night...i still talk to him on the phone.i'm not gonna say what else he said to me the night he confessed cause it's embarressing...hehe...but he changed from 2 years ago,we have a history.NOT IN THAT WAY,but similar to what happened now...he sounds much much much more matured now but i only started talking to him in sec 1 and then i stopped for like 1 and a half years and just started on tuesday=)that's bout it,his name is private and confidential...hehe

ED care fren,spammers and stuff

2009-03-30T18:26:00.002+08:00

ohh well we didn't get through for cheerleading BUT IT'S OK!cause i had a damn lot of fun and teaching them the dance was fun too and performing was nerve wrecking and hilarious=)...

Sun,22nd march:
skipped church class cause was too exhausted,supposed to cram holiday hw but in the end i did...NOTHING!=D hehe...oh well...

Mon,23rd march:
first day back!damn tired,slept through school,i think we had like...4 free periods?it was super slack=)

Tue,24th march:
forgot what happened...oh ya!more free periods and pretty much boring stuffs...

Wed,25th march:
no chinesse remedial so went to ICC but had to rush back cause got interact,had the creme bruele or something,with kinda bueno and oreo=D.super sweet haha,interact was ok,it was very hot and we were briefed bout some indonesia trip that i wanna go but it's like $800!not inclusice of edusave of course...

Thur,26th march:
forgot today had pe so like 10 of us slacked at the foyer,damn funny,then our teacher was quite pissed but he cooled down so no booking!=)day was boring and tiring as usual,oh!we changed seating arrangements today,i'm now behind sammy and my partner's rachel!=D,she's damn nice and funny haha,sam's beside duan yi,i'm SURROUNDED by class com,my right is vice sports cap,left is chairman,behind is vice chairman and diagonally behind on my right is treasurer i think...hahs sorry brenda i forgot=P...then off to ICC again!now with sam,fuzz,amira and anisa and amelia!then went to that park and chillax for abhout 30 min and had to go off cause there were issues...so yea thats bout it=)

Fri,27th march:
got called out by Mrs loe to meet her during recess,i swear i thought i was in deep shit...turns out i;m some EB fren that is like some kind of 'counsellor' to like help students who are traumatized in cases of school emergencies...so i guess it ain;t that bad...had to stay back for interact,was scolded for being late,but thats bout it...

Sat,28th march:
i really can't remember what else i did besides wake up at like 1pm?help a bit around the house,oh did i mention my maid went back for 1 month?so now i have to make my own bed,wash my dishes and help steam the clothes and clean the house,while my useless brothers just laze there and my mum uses the excuse 'why should i ask them to do and get myself upset?if u dun wanna do then dun'...like hello?then you'll be nagging at me for being useless!...

Sun,29th march:
haha today was boring yet fun.went for morning mass,and lunch,thenhad joint church class with the rest of sec3 level,first half we were split into our usual classes,we discussed about marriage!they asked for our DREAM WEDDING.hehe...secret=)then about the 10 things that keeps a marriage going or something like that...stuff bout love,trust,honesty,those stuff,and what some boys said during the whole level sharing was 'good s_x'...it was funny really and wasn't that awkward like when we were younger.at night,headed to celebrate grandpa's b'day!had teo chew food,or at least that is what i think i was eating...-_-

Mon,30th march:
today!i was so sleepy=(...had lessons,missed the recess meeting but got the notes from Mdm Lim,oh and i know when's the fire drill=D!!!haha so then nothing much,setaing arrangement's quite nice,but still gotta get used to it...oh right today i saw pp spamming my fren's blog so me,sam,fuzz and ten go spam back!haha it was damn funny...many vulgarities on both sides but seriously i think they are very mean and they should get a life!

i love my clique<3...like to the max,we still meet at bb court and laugh and eat together,very fun and i'm so happy cause i thought we'd like not be so close but it's still the same,well for some lah...=)

ONE tough week

2009-03-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

Gosh it's been one hell of a week...from from monday till friday there's been nothing else going on with my life except getting sick,cheerleading,still sick and more cheerleading.the selection thing yesterday was quite ok.there were some slip ups but i'm glad that everyone was there and put in effort.it was really fun performing in front of the crowd,nerve wrecking too...haha i watched race to witch mountain on wednesday,that was the only rest we had,i was down with fever that day but still had this workshop in the morning...i think i'm gonna catch another movie later on=)haha...i'm still so screwed for homework...-_-

can't wait for what's coming up next!

2009-03-12T19:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was e learning day so no school=).fuzzy came over at 7am when it only started at 8am...-_-...everyone was still sleeping.sfter that we went to amanda fong's house,i stayed from 3 till 9!but sam left for like 3 hours in between.haha yestaerday fuzz laughed A LOT,one was because she was asking me like how are me and sam gonna live without each other when we get married so i turned around and shouted "eh sa!how r u gonna live without me when we get married?"....fuzz laughed the crap out of herself haha....

Today we finally started on cheerleading!picked the song 'move shake drop',it's very catchy,and now we gonna have hardcore practice because we have exactly 1 week to cheograph and get our dance and cheer ready for the auditions.it's gonna be fun=D...that's about all that's happened,besides my parents deciding not to let me go for this overseas CIP trip to thailand,go figure...i hope fuzz is feeling better,she's like been having headache since tuesday,poor gal.

one hell of a weekend

2009-03-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

i'm so sleepy=(.so anyway friday passed very fast and stayed back to see high jumpers and the radio DJs,i swear they're super funny.so on sat i went out with sammy and suzzy and ten and it was so funn!!!we catched a movie and ate subway...OMG we met Ms Izrina and there were 2 guys with her and i guessed that one of them was her husband but i think its the wrong one cause it's the other guy which has a ring on his fourth finger...woops my bad.=).did i mention we saw like SOO many caucasians?!some were kinda cute too=P.haha anyway we split for a while cause ten needed to buy paint with sam,so i followed fuzzy to far east plaza.later i bought earrings,hunted for fuzz's shop which WASN'T IN THE DIRECTORY,luckily later on sam had the brains to ask the security guard,unlike me and fuzz who were walking in circles like goofs-_-...after that ten and fuzzy went off while me and sam just walked around and soon headed to meet my mum and went home...today was like church class,OMG it's so freaking embarressing!!!

here's today's lesson:
we were supposed to discuss something about a special dinner for someone(can be ANYONE),like where we would go,what'd the food be and what'd we'd do to make it special...my grp said stuff bout going on a cruise,then go hot air balloon then got fireworks,then came the guy's grp and marcus presented it.(yes some of u know him)...they're grp said that they will go to china to have some chinse food-_-,then they'll go to a rooftop to watch the stars and relax,then my grp was laughing like siao!then alicia said "aww amanda dun blush lah"...i was sitting there with my face to the table and my teacher was looking at us,i swear THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN US...he's just like one of my closest frens=D.END OF STORY.it didn;t end there but i dun wanna continue,then went parkway and soon went home,i'm really sleepy now so i'll post soon,ciao:]

(sorry if i sounded very irritating,i was only worried for what would happen to u and what u may do,now that it's over i'm cool but i didn't want it from the start because it's a known fact that if you've done it once,you'll do it again)

drama week

2009-03-05T23:36:00.003+08:00

OMG i haven't posted in almost a week...anyway let's see what happened...oh yea it's been a dramatic past week,actually not as bad as the week before that when like got problems and awkwardness all around-_-...most importantly he's going to _____ tomorrow and i'm so worried cause like he's not of age and there's pp there and he might do something stupid and i duno if he's avoiding my questions,i dun evern know why he's doing it,fun?that's a silly reason!anyway here's the past day...

28th,sat:
so yea on sat i went out with ____ and ________ and their fren _____ whom i've never met before and we went to Plaza Sing to watch Pink Panther 2!i was supposed to reach there at like 2 but i only reached the mrt station at 2.45 and we were the earliest...and the 3 of them were like late yup,wierd sequence this time,normally it's vice-versa,if u get what i mean=). we wanted to watch marley and me but only got 3 seats and so they tried to get into the show 'My bloody valentine' which was like hello?M18!!!crazy pp...whats their excuse when the lady asked for their ICs?they said :"huh?really?M18?i didn't know...oh sorry sorry...".i mean it's right in their face-_-'...but it was super funny and we were laughing all the wasy from the counter to the movie but mostly me and sam were quiet cause not really comfortable...after the movie we walked around,saw them do stupid stuff.(it ain't smoking or something like that)...then went to Forum and went home with my mum=)basically it was very fun but it was a bit awkward at times...who knows...=D

1st,Sunday:
it was pretty much the same,church class,mass then went out to suntec to buy stuff with family and i realised that ted and earl were at esplanade,but obvioulsy couldn't meet them so they went off and then i had chinese food for lunch and then we walked and bought more stuff...oh i saw jeanette aw!she looks the same as on tv though...anyways after that we headed home and i think that's about all...

2nd,mon & 3rd,tue:
school again,felt so exhausted=(...nothing much,but lessons have been ok for now,i hate tuesdays cause the first 1.5 period is bio lab and next 1.5 period is chem lab so like cannot rest at all...sigh,i think my best teacher has to be Mrs Ang,she's super nice and very gd at teaching=).right...oh ya amira came over on tue i think and watched 'center stage',dancing show,while me and sam fell asleep=P...so after we sent her off,met fuzz for a while and headed home cause it was like 7.45...

4th,Wed:
I swear this is the MOST demoralising day i've ever had.majority of the sec 3s got into the committee except a few.yes i was that few and sammy got in.i felt so pathetic,like i was worse than everyone of them so i didn't get chosen,i really wanted to get into the committee but not everyone has that choice,sam knew i was gonna cry and yea i did for 1 whole hour at the school's tennis court where nobody would think of finding me.thanks amanda for everything.she's one of the bestest fren anyone could wish for=).but i felt worse cause i always compare myself to my twin,like duh?we grew up and did everything the same so of course i'd think we'd get the same things,but that's just wishfu thinking and although i keep saying i'm sad,i really am happy she got into the committee.oh well,then i just went emo the rest of the day,got home cried somemore,sam must have been like irritated i keep saying i wanna be in the committee...oh well i hope i can still get points for o levels and help organise stuff.=D

5th,thur:
so i went school,lessons were nice today=)no chem or bio=D,hehe i just really cannot concentrate in those classes,always smsing...haha sam used to be like 'stop it or i'll tell mum!'...i'll be like wth,but still use=).haha and she say pp who use phone in class so much are bimbo!haha fuzzy u bimbo leh!oh after school around 2 i was like 'mum can i go out today?bring matthew go watch movie=)'...she say i use him as scapegoat but no lor-_-...so we were 15min late for the show 'push' but still watched it anyways...it is NICE=D.got powers,all the running and all the planning,very nice really very nice for me that is.oh ya i think dakota fanning is really gd,i mean she's like my age and she has achieved so many things!super lah...so after that went to eat japansese with my mum too,till i was so bloated and then headed home=).oh yea i checked the st pats yearbook and found my bro's pic=Dso happy cause the previous year he and his group skipped school to watch movie like WTH...oh i also saw like 5 other frens and several other familiar faces=)

ok thats about all,i think i'm going out with fuzzy,ten,tania,sammy and HOPEFULLY ten on sat,they wanna go shopping spree but i no money so i watch and they buy=).i still wanna watch 'marley and me','he's just not that into you','hotel for dogs','race to witch mountain' and 'harry potter and the half blood prince'!!!i'm gonna go broke man,oh wait haha i already am!=Di dun even know why i'm laughing bout it-_-.

2009-02-28T09:50:00.002+08:00

srry nvr post the past few days...ok recap on the past few days

Wed,25th:
today was the first time i skipped remedial=Dbut anyway i still had cca later so during our cca it was like a welcome party for the new members and we just ate and played and talked and laughed.it was quite fun but nothing much happened...i think,cause i can't remember...

Thur,26th:
ok today was FUN!after our school I went to meet imran at PP with Sam,Fuzz and Amira.it was pouring and i wanted to wait 4 it to stop,but fuzzy here decided 'let's just run!'...so we did,got soaked,shivering and u can't imagine how f*ucking cold it is in the bus and especially in PP...after drying ourselves we headed to swensens where we ate and laughed a lot,i always came up with the crappiest jokes and everyone will laugh but sometimes only me and sam will laugh cause the others dun get it.so after that amira and fuzz left for a while so the 3 of us could catch up.and imran kept hitting me cause i didn't wanna tell him wwhat i said=(.anyway we headed to diva and bought earrings and then headed home.after the bus 32 ride we went to a park where fuzz and imran kept hitting each other and the *cough cough* hand thingie=D.after we dropped fuzzy and amira off,the 3 of us headed home and we asked someone something and he answered something and we asked the other person something and told that person something.but for now i shan't od anything but WAIT.

Fri,27th:
today had 2 free periods!...everyone was slacking with phones out and everything but suddenly got teacher from another class come in from the back door and SO sam's phone and fuzz's phone and ipod got confiscated plus another classmate's phone...they'll get it back in 2 weeks but at least they got their SIM card...so after that had CCA again,the last sec 1 buddy session.i didn't enjoy it much cause i had a bad stomach ache and couldn't be very enthu=(.so after that me and sam took bus and slacked at the kembangan mrt playgorund,fuzz and taya joined us for a while but they had tuition soon.oh and at the mrt guess who i met?Mdm Maggie Goh!she said she's comeing back to school next week so yea,and i met petrina's family too=)...so we headed home,bathed and headed out again to eat at JUMBO at east coast cause it was my grandpa's and uncle's b'day...walked around and earl was at EC too but he dun say where...what a spoiler.

basically thats it...oh right,i failed 3 out of the 4 papers that i got back...had 12/40 for A math,17.5/40 for chem,and 30.5/40 for bio...i failed geog but i can't remember.my parents weren't happy but my dad said he's not judging it now,april's exam willbe the one he'll decide what to do with us,whether he'll take away our phones or someting...so i gotta study my ass off now....today supposed to go out with crystle and them but crystle can't make it so i dunno wheher should go...oh well either way this week passed really fast with all the drama shit and here's fuzzy's poem:

fuzzy wuzzy was a bear,
fuzzy wuzzy had no hair,
one day when she went to play,
everybody said she's gay.

funny fuzzy,
kamikazy'
calls her darling,
honey bunney
(courtesy of me and sam for the last verse)=D

Complications

2009-02-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

hey ho!=)...so the past few days after THAT matter was crazy!haha eh fuzz get what i mean?=Dso anyway i'm totally cool with it now,i told them how i felt and i am very relieved to get it off my chest!sounds selfish but honestly it is easier to bring it up now than like later u know=S...no ulterior intentions meant and fuzz is an awesome best fren!she knew what i was feeling and she had me in mind,aww so sweet.haha but honestly it's fine now and we'll see how things go...love ya fuzz!

ok the OTHER matter,things are pretty much cleared up and i didn't poke my nose into it cause i was told not to,but i understand.i'm glad things are getting better and oh tat huey,u are free to hang out with us anytime gal!haha she's a good fren...

next is boys...wa lao so much drama,i ain't saying nothing but i just got this wierd feeling bout things...oh ya!meeting imran on thursday to talk bout stuff,i always thought i was very shy around guys but i guess not=).i ain't such an angel no more haha,but everyone grows up.maybe going out with crystle on saturday and meeting THEM,haha secret.OMG I'M BREAKING ALL THE RULES here...over-protective parents,so i ain't actually allowed to go out with any guy till i'm 16 but 1 year and a half years grace won't kill ya=)/BUT i'm kinda worried bout going out with the other THEM...cause like never seen them before and i may not know what to say and like i heard stuff...urgh!why does life have to be so COMPLICATED!and why did it ALL come at the same time?!

(dun worry,i'll be here for u every step of the way)

outing to TM

2009-02-22T02:54:00.002+08:00

ok today well yesterday me and sam met sheri at tampines mall,boy she hasn't changed!still so prettaye=)haha she'll kill me for that haha.anyway ate at Swensens and laughed a lot and was so bloated=)then we walked around tm and century,bought new hairband and earrings=Dearrings were like 80cents from century,so cheapp!!!then met fuzz and tania at 1 and off we went to the dunman sec carnival...

the first thing we did at the carnical was go to the haunted house!haha it wasn't scary but hey splash water on us=(so we were laughing when we got out...the 'dead person' was like staring at us as we walked and they were only covered till eye level cause they stacked 2 tables and put garbage bag,so we could see what was in front-_-.anyways i met mark from my church class there,i didn't know he was in that school haha so it was a surprise.then we just walked and chilled,not ver fun,but got take pic with police car!haha thatw as fun,so sheri had to go off and we went back to tm for a while then me and sam had to leave to go to the tampines swimming complex.(to watch over my younger bro during his lessons)
i was so glad to meet fuzz,tania and sheri today!i missed sheri a lot before this=(...

(thank you for understanding)

Past holidays!

2009-02-22T00:20:00.015+08:00

this is aunty alice's family with me,my sis and mum

this is their suite's deck,where the private pool is

hulla dancers

fire dancers

matthew,jian an's friend michael and jian an's younger bro jian he

my family

this is jian an(yes thats HIM)

matthew's b'day cake that was made for him by the resort people

matthew,sam,me and joash

my parents and younger bro

the inside of the resort

my younger bo against the seaview

the seaview from the suite

ok this are a few pics from my trip to phuket in 2006!!!it was super fun but there isn't many pics cause no time to take=S...just for ur info aunty alice is jian an's mum and our mothers know each other...yea..spent 6 days there and aunty alice's family came on the 2nd day and left same day as us.we stayed at their suite for the first 2 day and it was HUMONGOUS!As always me and sam chose the room with the BIGGEST bathroom,and my gosh it's bigger than my living room and it was AS BIG AS THE SUITE ROOM ITSELF!later i found out it was for jian an's granny who's in wheelchair=)oh before i forget,jian an's family owns the resort that's why we could stay in their suite for a while cause we arrived 2 days earlier and we didn't book rooms for that...haha.

First 2 days:
Spent with family...went out of the resort and the sunset was beautiful...OMG u know ten stays in phuket too!so sad i didn't meet her then=(

3rd day:
ok it was a bit awkward when we first met them cause like never see for 6 months but we talked then swam the whole day.ata night we went to the karaoke lounge where we played darts and stuff.oh wait!THROUGHOUT the last 4 days,the boys were playing this wrestling game in the private pool and the 2 of them would pull the guy that tried to get out of the pool.apparently the first one out wins-_-...and something so disgusting happened,when they tried to stop jian he from going out,they pulled his shorts down!OMG me and sam were like screaming,luckily itw as only a bit and his back was facing us...if not ah...eww...

4th day:
we woke up at 6,went to watch the boys have their tennis lesson and off to buffet breakfast!then off to swim and meet nicholas,this dude whose dad is the chef there.so we all played at the pool and then we went to try the facilities..OMG there was a archery range,mini-golf and golf course,a rock climbing wall and this huge chess set with pieces as big as urself!it was amazing...oh haha we were in our swimsuits the whole day si it was kinda funny and cold sometimes=D

5th day:
woke up at 6,same thing as yesterday...we were supposed to leave today but then my mum let us stay longer!haha so we went to this island nearby and there was supposed to be jellyfishes but it wasn't season yet=(.oh well...after we reached back to the resort all the kids jumped straight into the pool!then there was a lot of sand on the pool floor haha.we went to play with those floats that u can lie on and we all fought for it...like literally we would ho under and overturn the whole float and swim away with it:D...haha but it was gd fun.then had lunsh and went to dinner with aunty alice and family.after we went to the lounge again,the boys played pool and then before we headed back,we watched big momma's house 2 in the boys' room.

6th day:
same thing happened at 6 haha and then we swam somemore and stuff...today was short caus ewe checked out at like 12?so yea...but we didn't waste any minute of it!so we checked out,flew home...so sad=(oh haha that stupid jian an...his mum told him to CARRY his bag,but he had to put it with the cargo,guess what?in singapore his bag was opened and his belongings were gone...then out came his headsets...then his phone...then his other stuff came on the sliding thing on their own,but he lost something,can't remember what it was though...serves him right=)haha

this was one of the holidays i'll never forget!actually there's a WHOLE long story bout this trip and SOME of u know about it=p..haha anyways enjoy the pics!

2009-02-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

An OBS pic=))anyway tomorrow meeting sheri and fuzzy,going TM and dunman sec carnival=D...i swear today has been the toughest day of the year so far in this year.i dunno what to say and i dunno what to do,somebody tell me!i can't do or say anything that won't hurt one of them and both of them don't deserve to be hurt.

(can u understand if all of it was a white lie?would u believe that i never wanted to hurt u?will u forgive me for doing that?could u please see it from my point of view...)

I love today!

2009-02-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had lunch with sam,fuzzy and amira at eatz culture and we laughed a hell lot too...we went from of bali bombers to something bout spears(cause someone asked how they execute the pp)-_-...TODAY has got to be one of the funniest days of my life!but firstly a comment on my ca...i didn't complete EVERY paper except bio,so i'm pretty much screwed so i shall enjoy my freedom before my results come out=) Anyway!After school it was like last minute decision to go BUGIS=D.so on bus 32 i sat with Ten, who for ur information is so sick minded(no offence tenny=p).so anyway these are some of the hilarious events that happened:

Incident 1 (on the bus):
Ten: My guardian's son got married there and he's working in australia.oh and u know right!he's boss gave him a jaguar for his b'day!i mean a JAGUAR U KNOW!(then she starts getting all excited)
Me: huh?how did he catch it???
(i didn't really see what's so 'wow' about a jaguar so i thought she was getting all excited cause it was the animal JAGUAR she was talking about)
then they all started laughing cause i blur-_-soo not funny.

Incident 2 (still on the bus):
Me: i'm always very tempted to break off that jaguar thing at the front of the car cause i dun like things sticking out...wait that sounds wrong...
Ten and everyone starts laughing hysterics and then sam whacked me cause there were a bunch of st pat guys in front of us when i said that..haha...get the joke?

Incident 3 (all throughout bugis):
basically we saw some ang mohs and ang moh babies and cause me and fuzz like kinda...like u know find ang mohs cute=)so we joked and fuzzy almost hyperventilated when she saw those ang mohs..fuzzy fuzzy what are we gonna do with you?:))
(go see sam's post for details)

SO today i also met Imran,well not really met,i was standing 1 door from him and we were making so much noise but he only realised i was there when his fren told him and i was smsing him...but anyways it was fun talking to him,and imran cheer up kays?=)so i ate pepper lunch and joked somemore and then we took neoprints!quite nice quite nice=D...then walk somemore,bought his necklace sam was bugging me to buy because 1 said 'BIG SIS' the other said 'LIL SIS'...go figure.

I wanted to watch movie but no time so we all went home.oh wait!i met amanda,kimbo,jovina,jin yin,denise and wei si at bugis=)))what a small place this world is...me and sam wanted to meet my mum at orchard but she didn't reply so we hoped on the train home and at kallang my mum said 'ok meet me at paragon'...so we hoped off,hoped on the other train,changed train and walked to paragon with like MILLIONS of stares cause it was like 6 plus and we were in school uni.

counting down to friday

2009-02-16T21:33:00.004+08:00

i still have no idea what to write for the 500 wishes Ms ng gave us...today was the FIRST day of CA week!so morning we were like scolded by teacher cause late then not ready for CA,then the next teacher that came in ah...he's so irritating...anyways i finished bio but not SS so it's ok,now is like 9.30 and i haven't even started studying for lit and chem!Omg i'm like in deep shit here so i gotta run=)but before i go=D

Amanda fong: amanda=)i'm so lucky to have a best fren like you!ur like so patient,so 'motherly' and all and i couldn't have preferred that u were any different than what u are like now=Dthx for the chocolates and I DUN LIKE HIM OK!i can never dream of getting together with him-_-...oh well i'll see u EVERY sunday for cat class k?=)love ya!

Crystle: u are like super talented lah,pretty actress!why u leave me in TK then u go SOTA?!i'm joking=p...u know i love u=Dhaha u are so fun to be with!remember the time when we climbed to ur condo's rooftop and ran at the slightest hint that there was someone else?then we climbed to that water supply place and this woman saw us then we ran down as fast as we could?haha that was hilarious!i wanna go ur house soon again ah!

and i love everyone in 3e2!=)sammy,fuzzy,ten,vic,tessa,rachel,fai,hui nee,pei hua,amanda,tatty,nat,paige,alethea and evryone!i like love my previous class but i didn't like a bunch of them...BUT i can't seem to find much to dislike about this class=D.the only thing i wished for was that i could've had my whole clique with me.but it's ok cause we make new frens but still keep the old ones<3

The beginning

2009-02-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

HALO PEPS!=)ok i never thought i'd even make a blog cause i thought it'd take too much of my time...so this is officially my first post and it's on valentine's day.ok anyways THANK YOU ALL OF U FOR THE VALENTINE'S DAY GIFTS i hope u enjoyed either the lollipop cookie or chocolates.oh ya since now is past 12,HAPPY 15TH B'DAY TESSA,LOVE YA ALWAYS.

I shan't post about the present now,but i shall DEDICATE this post to my frens cause i couldn't last year.i have never really had frens like u,all of u guys have such unique personalities and u added the colour to those last six months of sec 2,some of you know what happened before i joined ur clique but i put all of it and all of them behind me because now all of you mean the world to me(so cheezy),even though we're in separate classes let's continue to meet up often k?i honestly believe that u people are the best frens any person could ever wish for=)oh and anisa i consider u every bit a part of my best fren too!

FUZZY:
OMG where to start haha ok u are one heck of a bestfren!(i mean in it a good way)...ur crazy and such a joker,u never fail to make us laugh***remembers ten's jokes*** and please lah u can sing OK!u are full of life and dramatic and likewise ur life IS SO DRAMATIC but u can always count on me to listen to anything.love ya always<3

QIAN YI:
actually ah i was never close to u until i joined ur clique and are a super super fren!i can always tell u anything and i do mostly about everyhting and even though we're in separate classes we will always be best frens=)eh so mushy...soo u are funny,cheerful,SMART and above all ur my fren so keep on dancing and i believe u can get into the SYF thingie=Di loveee youuuu!!!

TEN:
Mummy=)haha no lah i shall call u 'da jie'(which means big sister),anyways u are so cute and funny ok,evertime also make stupid jokes like the granny underwear thing and monta hannah...-_-u can be mature and childish at the same time,we must show u how u act,it's so funny sometimes.(amanda <3 ananyaporn pornsirianant)i hope i spelt it right.=)

AMIRA:
hey!u are one of the nicest best fren i've got cause believe it or not u are patient with all our nonsnese=)i can always tellu anything and u know u can to.i thougth last time u quite scary leh but then ur the total OPPOSITE!haha u are very funny too and i love having u over at my house!(come over more often!!!!)then can play play play!i love u x a gazillion million trillion times!

PEI XIN:
hey writer prodigy cum talented lit core person cum awesome fren=)u are officially the ONE fren that doesn't like guys,i mean some frens at least are neutral with guys but u are so funny when u speak about them and whats amazing about u is that ur stories are good!love u to the max!(p.s. THEY aren't that BAD u know-D.but those guys on the opposite fence from us(literally if u get what i mean) are a bit hard to describe haha....

HUI LING:
u are one of the smartest frens i have.(u gotta agree,ur in triple science!)u are very good at sports and studies and u like laugh at ur own jokes,which causes all of us to have fits...Oh!dun forget that ur drawings are very very cute=)we'll keep meeting up at the bb court during recess yups?plus if ur playing bb try not to break the board...i'm joking!=D

ANISA:
hey super singer/dancer/actress/best fren=)thx for always being there,whenever i had troubles with HIM and HER...u are always so hyper at everthing and u and fuzz are like a walking radio!but that's a good thing cause ur voice is like...wow...(speechless)=D.haha i wish u all the best with HIM and of course ur studies and softball and everthing that's going on,u can always count on me for a lstening ear.wait did i mention that u can give like very good advice,in terms of relationships?(nothing offensive)=)i love ya to bitss!!!

SIMRET:
hey you!haha i keep remembering that game...what's it called?the slapping one then u smack fara's leg and amira was like terrified haha.i better watch my back=)no i'm only koing...no really like seriousky,dun smack me and leave like a handprint there like fara's leg haha...love ya!

well there u have it=)all those gals are the awesomest,bestest people u want to spend ur secondary school days with!=D

oh ya!i am now in 3e2 and it's a super,crazy,fun,funny and lively class and i love every bit of it!and teachers alway say we dun respond but then we actually talk a lot...haha faziah say we're shy...and our teacher's are great too!Ms Izrina,Ms ng,Mrs Ang are very good!the rest aren't bad but i seriously dun like THAT teacher,she has issues...so anyway i remember Ms Izrina was saying 'sacks and sacks of rice' when she talked about total defense=Dhaha it's like 1am so i post more tomorrow!=)

(p.s.i haven't forgotten about the gals in 3e2 and i'll post about u gals tomorrow!)