last week just flew by so fast.

on tue i had detention for latecoming,i have been late 10x in total for this year and it's only MARCH,yes anyway mdm lim called my mum,screw that.

my parents were actually quite cool about it surprisingly,
thank gosh.
maybe they dun wanna pressurize me or something=)

haha yes,the rest of the days were nothing much.

OH!friday i went to watch 'how to train your dragon' with sam and matthew,
so niccceee!!!!haha i LOVE toothless=D.it's a must-watch seriously.

i still wanna watch alice in wonderland,clash of the titans,when in rome...yea=)

can't wait for sports day then after that we're going escape theme park to celebrate bren's birthday!i haven't asked my parents yet though-_-"

erm the parent teacher meeting was on saturday,it was alright i guess,
mr pei was being VERY nice,much better than mr zain last year.
i showed my mum my progress report on thur,she almost fainted,not literally but she looked stressed out.
we did badly and both my brothers did badly,she thinks she's a failure as a mum cause she can't even ensure that we do well in school,
obviously i disagree,she's done all she can but it doesn't mean that if ur children aren't geniuses then u have failed as a parent right?sigh i wished she could see how she's a;ready the best mum in the world to me.

lately i've been doing my work on ten's table,cause it's fun to do worl with a fren=)
i dun sleep in class anymore and i do my work.i'm quite happy wuth what i'm doing but i'm still nowhere prepared for midyears.

today was ICE CREAM KAFE with jo and sam and yi jia!it was awesome,i really just told them EVERYTHING and all the problems i went through,they're really down to earth people who i can really connect with=)
it was great and we spent like an hour and a half there just talking and sitting on the floor=)

i dun wanna change seats,i love right where i am,beside sam,infront of ten and diagonally infront of jo,it's one of the best seats i've had and i'll miss all of them when we change seats soon=(
Vanished in the air @ 8:26 PM




this was the blindfolded game



sofiya





Su-man







ahahaha stella wrote this for me,she's so adorable!she wasnted to spell "i love you".=D



this is stella's impression of me=)





stella.so cute right=D





Morgan,he seems very familiar,but i can't figure out why...







longest line game where they had to use whatever they had to form a line,haha they went to take other people's shoe and belongings





doing activities







Haziq



Darren




YESTERDAY WAS EXTREMELY TIRING.

but the kids were A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E!!!ommgggeee

ok so like we went there at around 9 plus,settled down,then we had to resplit our groups and made a ton of changes to our schedule-_-"

anyway i was grouped with mimi,shi min and siti.not so bad.

my group had 6 kids,morgan,darren,stella,sofiya,haziq and su-man.(SORRY the speelings aren't all correct cause i dunno who to spell them!)

so yes withink THE FIRST HOUR,there was already DRAMA.
the first game we played was something that involved chairs and i dunno why their charis were so freaking heavy!and so stella accidently banged su-man and so su-man hit her back.BOTH CRY.we were all thinking...DIE...how to stop them from crying?!

anyway they settled down but from then on,su-man was super moody,see he has some temper issues.

the second game went alright and after the third game we decided to play hide and seek.again DRAMA.

morgan,darren and stella were running near each other,darren tripped over his shoe and fell,stella fell because they all like banged each other,and stella accused morgan of pushing her so she fell...oh did i mention that stella was crying?

yes so the teacher came and i swear,i think she was going too hard on morgan,i mean stella kept inisisting that morgan tripped her but morgan denied it and the teacher kept saying
"but stella said u pushed her.don't u think the person who got HURT knows BETTER what happened?"
i was like thinking 'WTH WHAT KINDA STUPID LOGIC IS THAT?!and she was so harsh on them!'

so guess what morgan cried now and he said he didn't wanna play anymore...plus his younger sister came over to see what happened,she saw her ig brother crying and getting scolded,she felt that it wasn't his fault,so guess what?she started crying!GREAT.my head wanted to explode already i swear and it was only the FIRST HOUR THERE!

so after awhile everyone cooled down.
oh yes.su-man was still being tempremental.and he and this boy calvin were playing catching and both fell.guess what?BOTH CRY.

wah i tell u,the amount of tears that was shed can fill the oceans i tell u!so su-man and calvin had a TIME-OUT.poor kids.they wanted to play but alas,THE TEACHER didn't allow them to-_-"
so after that we headed to the classroom,had some reflections and them we went for lunch.

STELLA IS SOOO CUTE!she always holds my hand and she is adorable=D

oh yes and 2 MORE kids joined my group.
ok anyway after lunch,we did some activities and siti left=(

so we had the amazing race.which was,simply to say,CRAZY AND EXHAUSTING,
guess why=)
mimi and shimin were game masters which well leaves let's see...hmm...ME ALONE TO TAKE CARE OF 8 HYPER-ACTIVE KIDS.
sigh it was terrible because some didn't listen and they all kept fighting amongst each other,some threw tantrums and RAN OFF,i tried to chase them but i couldn't leave the other 6-7 kids behind=(

so yes,in the end i dunno how we were the FREAKING WINNERS HAHAHA.even though we placed 3rd in the race and didn't reall complete the games,
but oh well,maybe they saw that my group needed some MORAL ENCOURAGEMENT=)

so it was a day i will definitely remember,even after i saw how they can be such a handful,i still love my kids=)

haha pei hua kept asking me why i kept calling the kids in my group 'my kids'
Vanished in the air @ 6:11 PM


NOW ARE THE MARCH HOLIDAYS=)

doesn't feel like it though,i'm supposed to be mugging for upcoming exams,should start soon lol.

anyway sat we went to eat at this chinese restaurant somewhere in town to celebrate my mum's birthday=D
then we gave her the present we bought for her,
she was like tearing when my dad read to her the poem that sam came up with lol.
so yea quite a nice day=)

sunday was the 2hour church class,
after the first hour i already had a headache but then the last half an hour was the FUNNIEST i swear=)
so like the teachers were
talking to us bout some stuff then i asked something bout premarital
sex,then dunno what the teacher started saying that using a condom was
against our religion cause it's not NATURAL lol.so like the convo was
between teacher and my fren marcus...

M: " eh teacher,i dun use condom leh,then how?i use plastic bag"
***everyone starts laughing***
T: "how small is ur plastic bag u tell me?"
M: "i dunno lah,not very small,then use rubber band and tie"
***everyone laughs again***

ok so u know premarital sex is against our religion,unless u were like
forced or it wasn't consented,like u are drugged and raped lah.
then SOMEHOW,marcus asked

"eh teacher,what happened if it wasn't me who wanted it?"
T: "yea like what?u guys get raped by ur gal is it?!"
M: "yea eh how u know sia?!...i was drunk lah u see"
T: "then how'd u know if u were raped if u were DRUNK?!"
M: "cause she like...cut off the thing for souvenir ah..."
***everyone breaks out laughing,seriously cannot da han!
T: "so u mean to tell me,u got so drunk,didn't even realise that ur
gal raped u,then after she was done she castrated u?u will be bleeding
to death by then!"
M: "got put bandage ah"
T: "after she castrated u,she bandaged it up?!"
M: "no ah...passer by help bandage"
T: haah so u mean to say u were drunk and got raped by ur gal in a
PUBLIC park,got castrated then some lucky passer by sees u bleeding on
the floor and decides 'oh come let me help bandage this poor fella'."
M: "actually no ah,i was actually drunk in the park,then a gal jogged
by then it started to rain,thenshe raped me then cut off my hing then
some passer by help bandage it"
T: "marcus please lah,unless there's a gal that is THAT HORNY and will
get SO TURNED ON by a drunk u and say 'oh i'm gonna rape this guy'.i
doubt it'll EVER happen"

ok so that was sunday...
monday was nothing.

today we had extra geog class in the morning,
we met brenda in the morning and had breakfast at macs,
AND then we were late for class=)
then after that i met up with my cousin at tampines along with sam,
just walked around and ate before heading back=)
Vanished in the air @ 8:01 PM


wed was the BIO O LEVEL SPA...but it was ok,
definitely better than the first one last year.
then had inetract after that,
super boring-_-"
had tuition and OMG





anyway thur was the inspirational talk by Dr William Tan,
it was ok,but i wasn't very well..inspired?
i mean it was inspiring but,
it didn't leave a huge impact on me.
headed to eat pizza hut with ten,hij,bren and sam after school=D
then everyone went home while me and sam went to videoworld to chill.
had tuition AGAIN that night.

so today i was late,
sorry amira!!!
dun be angry already ok babe=(

yea,so i think i will confirm get detention,
my results SUCK.my L1R5 is a freaking 38?!
wth...
i didn't know i did THAT BADLY.
i'm so afraid to let my parents sign it,
oh and i'm DEATHLY AFRAID of the upcoming parent teacher conference,
my parents meeting Mr Peh..good thing?IDK











anyways after school,
CCA was cancelled cause it rained.=D
so we stayed back to support ten and bren for high jump,
in the end bren didn't jump-_-"
ten so cute when she jump=)

anyway after that me,sam,ten and mira,
headed to bubbletea shop to eat,
we wanted to go parkway,
but we thought ten's guardian picking her up at 4.30,
so we accompany her,
then the guardian say he'll come at 5.15.
and we had been waiting since 4,
so we went to parkway,dun wanna wait already.=)
ten came too haha.
i went to buy my mum's birthday present.
so pretty omg!!!
i can't wait to give it to her this sunday=D
Vanished in the air @ 7:15 PM




love u gals to the max.
sammy,
tenny.aka PORN,=)
mira,
bren.
i couldn't EVER live without u.


















today was ultra/mega/awesomely fun!

we went to brenda's house with the clique=D
me,sam,ten,mira and bren.
i didn't actually ask until like...last minute,
but my papa allowed me to go=D
cause TECHNICALLY i haven't been out in a while lol.
anyway we were supposed to watch DVDs,
but we ended up in rach(bren's younder sis) room.
cause it had air con and we were all so damn HOT.
so we ended up talking for like over an hour,
reliving our childhood.
guess what?
ALL 5 OF US HAS SO MUCH IN COMMON!
it's so easy to talk to them=)
haha mira,we have such a sad childhood right?lol
anyway,none of us like clwns-_-".TERRIFIED.oh yea,also of those BABY DOLLS.
we just laughed like crazy.until got spasm.
it's been such a long time since we all had a chance to hang out,
usually,one of us will normally be busy so yea=(
then we went to chill by the pool,
i dun have many pics cayse they were all,
SUDDENLY SHY OF THE CAMERA lol.
anyway,we bought BIG BAND and other badges,so niceee!!!

at school was the debate,
i think we were very UNPREPARED!
but i think we were very convincing
thx to sammy=)
she was like all bang table and like...scary haha
no lah kidding=D

well the proposition team which is mine,emphasized A LOT ,
that the mother tongue requirement should be OPTIONAL not REMOVED.
ohh welll...both teams had lots of irrelevant stuff haha,
but it was fun,
the oppostion team had anisa and peixin.
and me and sam were against them,
4 best frens,
against each other,
all good at EL.
2 were 2nd speakers,
2 were 4th speakers.
what're the odds?
but i still LOVE THEM=)
Vanished in the air @ 11:20 PM


today from what i saw,
confirmed what i believed,
i dun think it'll go back to before.

tenny have u seen it?=)

today was tiring.
i slept through HALF of bio,
i tried to listen but i couldn't stand it.

i am annoyed today,
the WHOLE day,
dunno why got pms lol.

anyway tomorrow's the debate,
we have no scirpt,
messy points and we're up against 4e8,
what're we gonna do?
DIE....

wth is this?
are u giving me that bitch look,
like u always did a few years back?
please ok,
u dunno ANYTHING,
so quit giving us dirty looks,
u think ur good?
i think ur stuck up,
i know u well enough,
to know what that look means.
so just like run one corner and hide like u always do.

ps.it's not referring to YOU.this gal's not very easy to spot,under all that fakeness.
Vanished in the air @ 9:07 PM


TODAY IS ONE OF THE MOST SUAY DAYS EVER!
first my car broke down at parkway,
waited an hour for mechanic to come just so he could tell us,
that we had to wait another hour forthe tow truck-_-"
had a lot of fun laughing though=)

then when i got home,
HOUSE GOT BLACK OUT.
cause i accidently plugged in something and it short circuited!

sigh.unlucky seh.

i dunno what u mean by that,
i hope it's not what i think it is.

sometimes people tell others things because they care,
they tell them their faults and strengths,
they want them to become a better person,
not that they aren't,
but sometimes u know,
just sometimes,
change may be a good thing.
Vanished in the air @ 8:06 PM


hello sad,frustating,bitchy yet beautiful world.

yes this week hasn't been the best so far,
ok firstly,had so much drama with the debate thing,MISUNDERSTANDINGS,glad we cleared it up=)
secondly,mum's been getting angry at me a lot,
thirdly,i found out YOU have been talking behind my back.

anyway,wed was well...boring,but we announced the new interact commitee members list.congrats!=D

thur and fri were alright but...
FRIDAY I WENT TO THE BEACH!!!
cleaned up rubbish,
seriously.i had a chance to CLEAR MY MIND AND JUST FORGET EVERYTHING.
very fun overall=)

well.ten and amira talked to us about...let's just say the PROBLEM.
they wanted us to talk but guess it didn't work out cause everyone's not free...wtv
so yea...

i want to say sorry to my clique if u guys have been irritated or frusrated with the way i'm acting,
honestly i dunno HOW i'm acting till u guys told me,
i was shocked at first to tell u the truth.
but i know it's cause u guys care,that's why i appreciate that u told me.
i'm so sorry to have put u in between.really.
love u gals,
ten,mira,bren,anisa
couldn't live without u.
.
.
.
i heard what u said,
u may deny it all u want,
but i know u well enough,
what are u tryng to show with that?
think about what u said i was trying to do last year.
please,if u think we have a problem,
come and tell it to ME,
not THEM.

i'm getting so sick of this shit,
just DROP IT.
Vanished in the air @ 11:53 PM


today was tiring,i'm exhausted and i'm not sleeping enough=(
ten's sick too=(

anyway yesterday we did our english group project and...we kinda screwed it,
we were the first group to be called up,
talk about being suay.

anyway last friday i had a reunion dinner with my mum's side of the family cause it was my grandpa's and uncle's birthday!
i got to see all my cousins again=)
we've met each other a lot this year compared to the previous years,
anyway we went to JUMBO at east coast and it was great=D
omg my cousin asked me the question which like...shocked the hell put of me.
the answer to the question was like...ISN'T THAT SO INCESTROUS???
haha it's obvious what the question was=)
anyway we ate at like 9.15 till 10.30?
ate a lot,
i luv the man tou with chilli crab sauce=D

sat was nothing much...spent the day at home...
sigh..

sunday was church,
the interview,
I NEED TO DECIDE ON A FREAKING NAME!!!
then i had ANOTHER reunion dinner,
now with my dad's side=)
cause it was the last day of the chinese new year.
ate a bit,not a lot.
then at night,did last minute research for the english project.
then knocked out=)

OH OH!
i made a DBS account!!!haha so excited,
but i'll only get my card on thur or fri i think,
cause i wanted my name printed on it=D
i have $1 in my account now.
it was the mandatory deposit needed see,
and i didn't bring the money i wanted to deposit with me.
crazy want me to carry around so much money?!

oh yes,lastly,me,sam,liz,mingmin and hanisa are in our class's debate team=)
we're going up against 4e8.
why am i not surprised?...
they luv to put the two lit core classes against each other-_-"
so anyway the debate's going to take place on tues.
hope we win=)
oh and did i mention anisa and pei xin will be on the opposing team?
haha this'll be interesting...
=D

xoxo

BY THE WAY.i know it may seem like eveything's alright,
i certainly hope it genuinely is,
but can u stop saying all that stuff because it's getting kinda of silly,
because if u dun care then just drop it=)
Vanished in the air @ 10:19 PM