camp's over and damn i miss it like hell.sleeping with the gals,my gosh the first thing i did yesterday when i got home was cry.i know it's stupid but i am not used to home now,not after 3 days with all of them.i miss camp,i miss them,i miss him.

FIRST DAY:
-got to church at 8am,I WAS EARLY!!!
-waited for the rest.got on the bus,headed to the place
-slacked.went to our dorms and put our bags
-found out our groups!i was with SAM,AMANDA,ALICIA,MEL,MICH,MARCUS,TED AND DYLAN.BEST GROUP LAH PLEASE=D
-headed to the hall,did some activities
-caught THEM SMOKING,can smell it cause i slept at the corner window and they were smoking directly below on the 1st
floor.
-played LOTS of games to earn soya beans,which was our point system.
-after that,SOMEONE had to go try steal the facil's bag and all our stuff was confiscated,my gosh,we were all like-_-"
-then showered,had more activities
-night reflection was awesome,sang songs,reflected,he cried,i was seriously in a dilemma,dunno whether to comfort him or
leave him...sigh
-after that we slacked more,went to bed at about 11 plus.

SECOND DAY:
-stupid guys,ask us to wake them up then they never,wake up at 8am,which was the time we were supposed to report.they
were the last to assemble please!
-stomach felt horrible,drank black tea,ate charcoal pill,me gosh,it was terrible.
-didn't do morning exrcise though=)
-had breakfast,did more activities
-this is the ONLY camp when the guys got to go into the girl's dorm and we into the boy's dorm,FOR ACTIVITIES of course
-then slacked somemore,oh ya we found out who was the gal that marcus likes=)
-ate lunch,showered,can't remember already.
-but i LOVED the prayer night,we reflected somemore and i talked to marcus and dylan and ted individually,i was very happy
that night,i felt so close to their real selfs whee there were no pretences,i found out dylan's sad story,ted's conflict and
marcus's gal.
-after that we our whole class chilled and talked till 11 plus.haha about 'OPERATION NIGHT ELF'=D
-i realised something that night

THIRD DAY:
-stayed up till 2 plus,woke u at 5am cause we were supposed to meet the guys and talk.
-we were given back our soya beans!
-AS USUAL they couldn't wake up so we went back to sleep from 5 plus to 7 plus.rush like mad and assembled downstairs.
-did morning exercise,ate breakfast,changed,did some activities
-played another set of games,this time it was interclass,we were against the 8.30 class,
-the games started off like shit cause another 2 guys from our class had to CHEAT,stupid lah
-then the other class were so hostile and aggressive against us ok.so annoying.
-but wtv we still won=).headed to the next game,dog and bone and later captain's ball.lost the first game,tied the second=(
-it was very fun,but i started to feel sad,cause it was the last day.
-had a bad stomach ache again,didn't eat lunch,packed up our stuff and brought everything down to the hall.
-chilled with the class,and my group won the whole competition!why?because the bag of soya beans that were given to us,
wasn't actually ours,haha but who cares=)
-everyone helped clean up and we got the boy's dorm,SOOO DIRTYYYY!!!
-got on the bus and headed back,sad sad day.
-wanted to go to macs but didn't=(

so that's our 3 day 2 night camp.
i dunno why he was giving all the wrong signs,he kept asking if i was amanda,smiling and being nice,then i find out he likes another gal-_-"...i dun like him,i was so scared by the way he was acting that i avoided him!


i miss them,i miss camp,not waking up with them beside me,
not eating with them and not taking walks after meals,
i miss talking with the guys
i miss everything
i realised that i miss talking to him
i think i like him.
urgh...now i'm confused,still not adjusted,still thinking,still waiting.

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