lots lots lots lots and lots of drama this whole month,my mind's gonna burst thinking of them.

ok 1 long month has passed since my last post and honestly i can't remember what happened.=)haha

only know that i went out A WHOLE LOT LIKE SERIOUSLY ALL PLAY AND NO STUDY!haha which means i'm screwed seh!

went orchard a lot and today went bugis with sam,fai,brenda and ernie.lots of fun and brenda is so funny lah i tell u=D

yesterday was shit,i just broke down cause i couldn't take evrything but it ended well,i talked with my mum and other stuff in my life got much better that night.stupid T. i call u nvr pick up.sms also never get-_-"

i also found out how bitchy some gals are!=O...scary seh...

other stuff that happened the past month....
-we screwed the teacher's day audition and didn't get in.heartbreaking really but jamming was AWESOME.
-i screwed all my term 3 tests and my results suck
-watched the propasal
-went out to tampines and orchard a lot
-cip at east coast was fun
-OH I TOOK MY IC PHOTO!!!haha
-went back to primary school and saw my frens!i miss those losers so much please,it's like we never separated.that's good=)
-caught bandslam,sucks so dun waste ur money.
-baked at fuzz's house was super ultra major fun can
-holidays came,didn't do anything
-holidays went
-school started and i think i did well for my lit FYE!
-i suddenly started to miss HIM.gosh.
-THERE'S A LOT A LOT MORE.but cannot remember=)

oh wed was one of the most devastating days of my life,it just ended without reason.to see her break down like that just tore me apart and affected me so much.i felt pathtic cause i didn't know what to do.it all seems SO SURREAL to me still,she's getting better and i'm doing the best i can.i dun wanna post much more bout that day.

yesterday was the airport with sam,fuzz,fai and amira.the T3 viewing mall is THE CONFESSION PLACE.many tears were shed and sad stories were told.i was heartbroken on thur too,she wasn't any better.got her mind off it sometimes though.today was sad but very very meaningful and whatever was said there stays there.promised.

to my dear best fren,dun be sad that it's over,before what u told me he said i would have said things that asked u to not be sad over the split but now i won't,because u have heard enough of words that just tell u to not cry and cheer up.u have heard what he has to say and u know in ur heart what u want to do.dun doubt that decision or u may miss the chance and never get it back.wait and you'll see what i mean that the sun will always come up after a storm.i'm here for u and we all are backing u up.believe and trust in what u want and dun be scared of the future because u dunno what the future holds.i know deep down inside that he loves u as much as u love him,there's no way one can stop loving another in such a short period.he's said what he needs to and dun worry bout anything else cause u can hang on and wait but u MUST get on with life cause u can't put everything on hold k?stay strong and i love you.=)

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