this week has been a painful one=(.I HAD 3/4 OF MY TOENAIL REMOVED AND 3 FREAKING INJECTIONS ON THE SAME TOE!!!

ANYWAY....story is....

i have been having this ingrown nail for a long time and on monday i went to the doctor and had it checked.it was bleeding and having pus again (sounds disgusting).then the doctor decided that i had to go through this minor operation to remove the ingrown nail.i started freaking out like hell when i found out that i needed an injection and then i started crying.(yes,i am deathly afraid of injections).so when i went to the 'Surgery room' i was still tearing.but my sis and mum were there too.sigh...then he injected my toe and it was painful like normal jabs,i thought it was over but no...

he was still holding the freaking syringe and after he said he needed to inject another part i said 'huh?!i thought only need 1 jab!i dun wan i dun wan...just kill me,i dun want it'...haha i was such a baby.but this jab was f**king pain ok,he injected the ingrown nail area.

if u can't imagine the pain,try imagining injecting a REALLY DEEP CUT.yes that's how painful it was.and it lasted so damn long and i was crying cause it freaking hurt.sam said she felt so sorry for me,it broke her heart or something watching me like that.haha=)then it was numb and they tied a rubber band to like stop blood flow,so they removed the left part of the nail.when i saw it,it was blue-_-".ya and my skin looked like it was dead,like corpse colour...haha so sick.

then i was contemplating if i should have the other small part of the same toenail removed cause there was a small ingrown nail there.i didn't want to risk it getting all bad and because my toe was already numb,i had it removed.so i had another jab and now my toe has only the center portion of the nail.

oh well and then i couldn't feel anything cause of the anesthesia which fuzz pronounces as 'anastasia'.lol.but i had the dressing changed today and till now it still hurts cause there ain't no anesthesia and the cream the nurse applied makes it 'burn'...this sam ah,went to video it u know!she's so crazy,luckily she never video the operation.=D

yesterday was ICC with sam,fuzz,fai,vuc ,rach and paige!it was super fun,bitching sessions=).haha,i'm so happy we talked to fuzz about that issue.like last time i was afraid to tell my frens stuff in case they didn't like me.but now i know i've got sam,fuzz,ten and amira who're the bestest frens anyone could wish for=D

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